WAITING ON GOD
By Andrew Murray
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CONTENTS
DEDICATION
TO MR. AND MRS. ALBERT A. HEAD
WHOSE LOVE GAVE US SUCH A BRIGHT HOME
DURING OUR ABSENCE FROM OUR OWN
AND TO WHOSE LABOURS AND PRAYERS
THE DAYS OF QUIET WAITING ON GOD
IN WHITECHAPEL
AND THE DAY OF UNITED PRAYER
IN EXETER HALL
OWED SO MUCH
THIS LITTLE VOLUME IS
AFFECTIONATELY INSCRIBED
WAIT THOU ONLY UPON GOD
WAIT THOU ON GOD
"My soul, wait thou only upon God." - Ps. 62:5.
"A God (...) which worketh for him that waiteth for
Him." - Isa. 64:4 (R.V.).
"Wait only upon God"; my soul, be still,
And let thy God unfold His perfect will,
Thou fain would'st follow Him throughout this year,
Thou fain with listening heart His voice would'st
hear,
Thou fain would'st be a passive instrument
Possessed by God, and ever Spirit-sent
Upon His service sweet- then be thou still,
For only thus can He in thee fulfil
His heart's desire. Oh, hinder not His hand
From fashioning the vessel He hath planned.
"Be silent unto God," and thou shalt know
The quiet, holy calm He doth bestow
On those who wait on Him; so shalt thou bear
His presence, and His life and light e'en where
The night is darkest, and thine earthly days
Shall show His love, and sound His glorious praise.
And He will work with hand unfettered, free
His high and holy purposes through thee.
First on thee must that hand of power be turned,
Till in His love's strong fire thy dross is burned,
And thou come forth a vessel for thy Lord,
So frail and empty, yet, since He hath poured
Into thine emptiness His life, His love,
Henceforth through thee the power of God shall
move
And He will work for thee. Stand still and see
The victories thy God will gain for thee;
So silent, yet so irresistible,
Thy God shall do the thing impossible.
Oh, question not henceforth what thou canst do;
Thou canst do nought. But He will carry through
The work where human energy had failed,
Where all thy best endeavors had availed
Thee nothing. Then, my soul, wait and be still;
Thy God shall work for thee His perfect will.
If thou wilt take no less, His best shall be
Thy portion now and through eternity.
FREDA HANBURY.
EXETER HALL
EXTRACT FROM ADDRESS IN
May 31st 1895
I have been surprised at nothing more than
at the letters that have come to me from missionaries
and others from all parts of the world,
devoted men and women, testifying to the need
they feel in their work of being helped to a
deeper and a clearer insight into all that Christ
could be to them. Let us look to God to reveal
Himself among His people in a measure very
few have realised. Let us expect great things of
our God. At all our conventions and assemblies
too little time is given to waiting on God. Is He
not willing to put things right in His own divine
way? Has the life of God's people reached the
utmost limit of what God is willing to do for
them? Surely not. We want to wait on Him; to
put away our experiences, however blessed they
have been; our conceptions of truth, however
sound and scriptural we think they seem; our
plans, however needful and suitable they appear,
and give God time and place to show us what
He could do, what He will do. God has new
developments and new resources. He can do
new things, unheard of things, hidden things.
Let us enlarge our hearts and not limit Him.
"When Thou camest down, Thou didst terrible
things we looked not for; the mountains flowed
down at Thy presence,"
A. M.
PREFACE
Previous to my leaving home for England
last year, I had been much impressed by the
thought of how, in all our religion, personal and
public, we need more of God. I had felt that we
needed to train our people in their worship
more to wait on God, and to make the cultivation
of a deeper sense of His presence, of more
direct contact with Him, of entire dependence
on Him, a definite aim of our ministry. At a
'welcome' breakfast in Exeter Hall, I gave very
simple expression to this thought in connection
with all our religious work. I have already said
elsewhere that I was surprised at the response
the sentiment met with. I saw that God's Spirit
had been working the same desire in many
hearts.
The experiences of the past year, both personal
and public, have greatly deepened the conviction.
It is as if I myself am only beginning to
see the deepest truth concerning God, and our
relation to Him, centre in this waiting on God,
and how very little, in our life and work, we
have been surrounded by its spirit. The following
pages are the outcome of my conviction,
and of the desire to direct the attention of all
God's people to the one great remedy for all our
needs. More than half the pieces were written
on board ship; I fear they bear the marks of being
somewhat crude and hasty. I have felt, in
looking them over, as if I could wish to write
them over again. But this I cannot now do.
And so I send them out with the prayer that He
who loves to use the feeble may give His blessing
with them.
I do not know if it will be possible for me to
put into a few words what are the chief things
we need to learn. In a note at the close of the
book on Law I have mentioned some. But what
I want to say here is this: The great lack of our
religion is, we do not know God. The answer to
every complaint of feebleness and failure, the
message to every congregation or convention
seeking instruction on holiness, ought to be simply,
What is the matter: Have you not God? If
you really believe in God, He will put all right.
God is willing and able by His Holy Spirit.
Cease from expecting the least good from yourself,
or the least help from anything there is in
man, and just yield yourself unreservedly to
God to work in you: He will do all for you.
How simple this looks! And yet this is the
gospel we so little know. I feel ashamed as I
send forth these very defective meditations; I
can only cast them on the love of my brethren,
and of our God. May He use them to draw us
all to Himself, to learn in practice and experience
the blessed art of WAITING ONLY UPON
GOD. Would God that we might get some
right conception of what the influence would be
of a life given, not in thought, or imagination,
or effort, but in the power of the Holy Spirit,
wholly to waiting upon God.
With my greeting in Christ to all God's
saints it has been my privilege to meet, and no
less to those I have not met, I subscribe myself,
your brother and servant,
ANDREW MURRAY.
WELLINGTON,
3rd March, 1896.
P.S.- In this little book I have more than
once spoken of our waiting on God in our Conventions.
I have been much interested in noticing
in the life of Canon Battersly how prominent
the thought was in his mind. In a paper
preparing the way for Keswick, he speaks of
three steps needful to the attainment of true
holiness. The two first are: A clear view of the
possibilities of Christian attainment, and a
deliberate purpose to live the life. And then the
third: 'We must look up to, and wait upon our ascended
Lord for all that we need to enable us to
do this.' In a letter written a few days after the
first Keswick Convention in 1875, he writes
again: 'At the first meeting the keynote was
struck which vibrated through all our meetings:
"My soul! wait thou only upon God, for my
expectation is from Him."' And farther, 'There is
a very remarkable resemblance in all the testimonies
which I have since received, viz. the ability
given to make a full surrender to the Lord,
and the consequent experience of an abiding
peace.'
DAY 1.
THE GOD OF OUR SALVATION
"My soul waiteth only upon God [marg: is silent
unto God]; from Him cometh my salvation." - Ps. 62:1.
If salvation indeed comes from God, and is
entirely His work, just as creation was, it follows,
as a matter of course, that our first and highest
duty is to wait on Him to do that work as
pleases Him. Waiting becomes then the only
way to the experience of a full salvation, the
only way, truly, to know God as the God of our
salvation. All the difficulties that are brought
forward as keeping us back from full salvation,
have their cause in this one thing: the defective
knowledge and practice of waiting upon God.
All that the Church and its members need for
the manifestation of the mighty power of God
in the world, is the return to our true place, the
place that belongs to us, both in creation and redemption,
the place of absolute and unceasing dependence
upon God. Let us strive to see what the
elements are that make up this most blessed and
needful waiting upon God: it may help us to
discover the reasons why this grace is so little
cultivated, and to feel how infinitely desirable it
is that the Church, that we ourselves, should at
any price learn its blessed secret.
The deep need for this waiting on God lies
equally in the nature of man and the nature of
God. God, as Creator, formed man, to be a vessel
in which He could show forth His power
and goodness. Man was not to have in himself a
fountain of life, or strength, or happiness: the
ever-living and only living One was each moment
to be the Communicator to him of all that
he needed. Man's glory and blessedness was not
to be independent, or dependent upon himself,
but dependent on a God of such infinite riches
and love. Man was to have the joy of receiving
every moment out of the fulness of God. This was
his blessedness as an unfallen creature.
When he fell from God, he was still more
absolutely dependent on Him. There was not
the slightest hope of his recovery out of his state
of death, but in God, His power and mercy. It
is God alone who began the work of redemption;
it is God alone who continues and carries
it on each moment in each individual believer.
Even in the regenerate man there is no power of
goodness in himself: he has and can have nothing
that he does not each moment receive; and
waiting on God is just as indispensable, and
must be just as continuous and unbroken, as the
breathing that maintains his natural life.
It is only because Christians do not know
their relation to God of absolute poverty and
helplessness, that they have no sense of the need
of absolute and unceasing dependence, or of the
unspeakable blessedness of continual waiting on
God. But when once a believer begins to see it,
and consent to it, that he by the Holy Spirit
must each moment receive what God each moment
works, waiting on God becomes his
brightest hope and joy. As he apprehends how
God, as God, as Infinite Love, delights to impart
His own nature to His child as fully as He
can, how God is not weary of each moment
keeping charge of his life and strength, he wonders
that he ever thought otherwise of God than
as a God to be waited on all the day. God unceasingly
giving and working; His child unceasingly
waiting and receiving: this is the blessed
life.
"Truly my soul waiteth upon God; from
Him cometh my salvation." First we wait on
God for salvation. Then we learn that salvation
is only to bring us to God, and teach us to wait
on Him. Then we find what is better still, that
waiting on God is itself the highest salvation. It
is the ascribing to Him the glory of being All; it
is the experiencing that He is All to us. May
God teach us the blessedness of waiting on Him.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 2
THE KEYNOTE OF LIFE
"I have waited for Thy salvation, O Lord!"
- Gen. 49:18.
It is not easy to say exactly in what sense
Jacob used these words, in the midst of his
prophecies in regard to the future of his sons.
But they do certainly indicate that both for himself
and for them his expectation was from God
alone. It was God's salvation he waited for; a
salvation which God had promised and which
God Himself alone could work out. He knew
himself and his sons to be under God's charge.
Jehovah the Everlasting God would show in
them what His saving power is and does. The
words point forward to that wonderful history
of redemption which is not yet finished, and to
the glorious future in eternity whither it is leading.
They suggest to us how there is no salvation
but God's salvation, and how waiting on
God for that, whether for our personal experience,
or in wider circles, is our first duty, our
true blessedness.
Let us think of ourselves, and the inconceivably
glorious salvation God has wrought for
us in Christ, and is now purposing to work out
and to perfect in us by His Spirit. Let us meditate
until we somewhat realise that every
participation of this great salvation, from moment
to moment, must be the work of God Himself.
God cannot part with His grace, or goodness, or
strength, as an external thing that He gives us,
as He gives the raindrops from heaven. No; He
can only give it, and we can only enjoy it, as He
works it Himself directly and unceasingly. And
the only reason that He does not work it more
effectually and continuously is, that we do not
let Him. We hinder Him either by our indifference
or by our self-effort, so that He cannot do
what He would. What He asks of us, in the
way of surrender, and obedience, and desire,
and trust, is all comprised in this one word:
waiting on Him, waiting for His salvation. It
combines the deep sense of our entire helplessness
of ourselves to work what is divinely good,
and the perfect assurance that our God will
work it all in His divine power.
Again, I say, let us meditate on the divine
glory of the salvation God purposes working out
in us, until we know the truths it implies. Our
heart is the scene of a divine operation more
wonderful than Creation. We can do as little
towards the work as towards creating the world,
except as God works in us to will and to do.
God only asks of us to yield, to consent, to wait
upon Him, and He will do it all. Let us meditate
and be still, until we see how meet and right
and blessed it is that God alone do all, and our
soul will of itself sink down in deep humility to
say: "I have waited for Thy salvation, O Lord."
And the deep blessed background of all our
praying and working will be: "Truly my soul
waiteth upon God."
The application of the truth to wider circles,
to those we labor among or intercede for, to the
Church of Christ around us, or throughout the
world, is not difficult. There can be no good
but what God works; to wait upon God, and
have the heart filled with faith in His working,
and in that faith to pray for His mighty power
to come down, is our only wisdom. Oh for the
eyes of our heart to be opened to see God working
in ourselves and in others, and to see how
blessed it is to worship and just to wait for His
salvation!
Our private and public prayer are our chief
expression of our relation to God: it is in them
chiefly that our waiting upon God must be exercised.
If our waiting begin by quieting the
activities of nature, and being still before God; if
it bows and seeks to see God in His universal
and almighty operation, alone able and always
ready to work all good; if it yields itself to Him
in the assurance that He is working and will
work in us; if it maintains the place of humility
and stillness, and surrender, until God's Spirit
has quickened the faith that He will perfect His
work: it will indeed become the strength and the
joy of the soul. Life will become one deep blessed
cry: "I have waited for Thy salvation, O
Lord."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 3
THE TRUE PLACE OF THE CREATURE
"These wait all upon Thee;
That Thou mayest give them their meat in due
season.
That Thou givest unto them, they gather:
Thou openest Thine hand, they are satisfied
with good." - Ps.104:27-28.
This Psalm, in praise of the Creator, has
been speaking of the birds and the beasts of the
forest; of the young lions, and man going forth
to his work; of the great sea, wherein are things
creeping innumerable, both small and great
beasts. And it sums up the whole relation of all
creation to its Creator, and its continuous and
universal dependence upon Him in the one
word: "These all wait upon Thee!" Just as much
as it was God's work to create, it is His work to
maintain. As little as the creature could create
itself, it is left to provide for itself. The whole
creation is ruled by the one unalterable law of––
waiting upon God!
The word is the simple expression of that
for the sake of which alone the creature was
brought into existence, the very groundwork of
its constitution. The one object for which God
gave life to creatures was that in them He might
prove and show forth His wisdom, power, and
goodness, in His being each moment their life
and happiness, and pouring forth unto them,
according to their capacity, the riches of His
goodness and power. And just as this is the very
place and nature of God, to be unceasingly the
supplier of every want in the creature, so the
very place and nature of the creature is nothing
but this- to wait upon God and receive from
Him what He alone can give, what He delights
to give.(See Note on William Law's Address to the Clergy)
If we are in this little book at all to apprehend
what waiting on God is to be to the believer,
to practice it and to experience its
blessedness, it is of consequence that we begin at
the very beginning, and see the deep reasonableness
of the call that comes to us. We shall
understand how the duty is no arbitrary command.
We shall see how it is not only rendered
necessary by our sin and helplessness. It is simply
and truly our restoration to our original destiny
and our highest nobility, to our true place
and glory as creatures blessedly dependent on
the All-Glorious God.
If once our eyes are opened to this precious
truth, all Nature will become a preacher,
reminding us of the relationship which, founded
in creation, is now taken up in grace. As we
read this Psalm, and learn to look upon all life
in Nature as continually maintained by God
Himself, waiting on God will be seen to be the
very necessity of our being. As we think of the
young lions and the ravens crying to Him, of the birds and the fishes and every insect waiting
on Him, till He give them their meat in due season,
we shall see that it is the very nature and
glory of God that He is a God who is to be
waited on. Every thought of what Nature is,
and what God is, will give new force to the call:
"Wait thou only upon God."
"These all wait upon Thee, that thou mayest
give." It is God who giveth all: let this faith
enter deeply into our hearts. Ere yet we fully
understand all that is implied in our waiting
upon God, and ever we have been able to cultivate
the habit, let the truth enter our souls: waiting
on God, unceasing and entire dependence
upon Him, is, in heaven and earth, the one only
true religion, the one unalterable and allcomprehensive
expression for the true relationship
to the ever-blessed One in whom we live.
Let us resolve at once that it shall be the one
characteristic of our life and worship, a continual,
humble, trustful waiting upon God. We
may rest assured that He who made us for Himself,
that He might give Himself to us and in us,
that He will never disappoint us. In waiting on
Him we shall find rest and joy and strength, and
the supply of every need.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 4
FOR SUPPLIES
"The Lord upholdeth all that fall,
And raiseth up all those that be bowed down. The eyes of all wait upon Thee;
And Thou givest them their meat in due season." - Ps 145:14-15.
Psalm 104 is a Psalm of Creation, and the
words, "These all wait upon Thee," were used
with reference to the animal creation. Here we
have a Psalm of the Kingdom, and "The eyes of
all wait upon Thee" appears specially to point to
the needs of God's saints, of all that fall and
them that be bowed down. What the universe
and the animal creation does unconsciously,
God's people are to do intelligently and
voluntarily. Man is to be the interpreter of Nature.
He is to prove that there is nothing more
noble or more blessed in the exercise of our free
will than to use it in waiting upon God.
If an army has been sent out to march into
an enemy's country, and tidings are received
that it is not advancing, the question is at once
asked, what may be the cause of delay. The answer
will very often be: "Waiting for supplies."
All the stores of provisions or clothing or
ammunition have not arrived; without these it
dare not proceed. It is no otherwise in the
Christian life: day by day, at every step, we need
our supplies from above. And there is nothing
so needful as to cultivate that spirit of dependence
on God and of confidence in Him, which
refuses to go on without the needed supply of
grace and strength.
If the question be asked, whether this be
anything different from what we do when we
pray, the answer is, that there may be much
praying with but very little waiting on God. In
praying we are often occupied with ourselves,
with our own needs, and our own efforts in the
presentation of them. In waiting upon God, the
first thought is of the God upon whom we wait.
We enter His presence, and feel we need just to
be quiet, so that He, as God, can overshadow us
with Himself. God longs to reveal Himself, to
fill us with Himself. Waiting on God gives
Him time in His own way and divine power to
come to us.
It is specially at the time of prayer that we
ought to set ourselves to cultivate this spirit.
Before you pray, bow quietly before God, and
seek to remember and realise who He is, how
near He is, how certainly He can and will help.
Just be still before Him, and allow His Holy
Spirit to waken and stir up in your soul the
child-like disposition of absolute dependence
and confident expectation. Wait upon God as a
Living Being, as the Living God, who notices
you, and is just longing to fill you with His
salvation. Wait on God till you know you have
met Him; prayer will then become so different.
And when you are praying, let there be
intervals of silence, reverent stillness of soul, in
which you yield yourself to God, in case He
may have aught He wishes to teach you or to
work in you. Waiting on Him will become the
most blessed part of prayer, and the blessing
thus obtained will be doubly precious as the
fruit of such fellowship with the Holy One.
God has so ordained it, in harmony with His
holy nature, and with ours, that waiting on Him
should be the honor we give Him. Let us bring
Him the service gladly and truthfully; He will
reward it abundantly.
"The eyes of all wait upon Thee, and Thou
givest them their meat in due season." Dear
soul, God provides in Nature for the creatures
He has made: how much more will He provide
in Grace for those He has redeemed. Learn to
say of every want, and every failure, and every
lack of needful grace: I have waited too little
upon God, or He would have given me in due
season all I needed. And say then too-
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 5
FOR INSTRUCTION
"Shew me thy ways, O Lord;
Teach me Thy paths. Lead me in Thy truth, and teach me;
For Thou art the God of my salvation;
On Thee do I wait all the day." - Ps. 25:4-5.
I spoke of an army on the point of entering
an enemy's territories, answering the question as
to the cause of delay: "Waiting for supplies." The
answer might also have been: "Waiting for instructions,"
or "Waiting for orders." If the last
despatch had not been received, with the final
orders of the commander-in-chief, the army
dared not move. Even so in the Christian life:
as deep as the need of waiting for supplies, is that
of waiting for instructions.
See how beautifully this comes out in Ps. 25.
The writer knew and loved God's law exceedingly,
and meditated in that law day and night.
But he knew that this was not enough. He
knew that for the right spiritual apprehension of
the truth, and for the right personal application
of it to his own peculiar circumstances, he
needed a direct divine teaching.
The psalm has at all times been a very favorite
one, because of its reiterated expression of
the felt need of the Divine teaching, and of the
childlike confidence that that teaching would be
given. Study the psalm until your heart is filled
with the two thoughts- the absolute need, the
absolute certainty of divine guidance. And notice,
then, how entirely it is in this connection
that he speaks, "On Thee do I wait all the day."
Waiting for guidance, waiting for instruction,
all the day, is a very blessed part of waiting upon
God.
The Father in heaven is so interested in His
child, and so longs to have his life at every step
in His will and His love, that He is willing to
keep his guidance entirely in His own hand. He
knows so well that we are unable to do what is
really holy and heavenly, except as He works it
in us, that He means His very demands to become
promises of what He will do in watching
over and leading us all the day. Not only in special
difficulties and times of perplexity, but in
the common course of everyday life, we may
count upon Him to teach us His way, and show
us His path.
And what is needed in us to receive this
guidance? One thing: waiting for instructions,
waiting on God. "On Thee do I wait all the
day." We want in our times of prayer to give
clear expression to our sense of need, and our
faith in His help. We want definitely to become
conscious of our ignorance as to what God's
way may be, and the need of the Divine light
shining within us, if our way is to be as of the
sun, shining more and more unto the perfect
day. And we want to wait quietly before God in
prayer, until the deep, restful assurance fills us:
It will be given- "the meek will He guide in the
way."
"On Thee do I wait all the day." The special
surrender to the Divine guidance in our seasons
of prayer must cultivate, and be followed
up by, the habitual looking upwards "all the
day." As simple as it is, to one who has eyes, to
walk all the day in the light of the sun, so simple
and delightful can it become to a soul practiced
in waiting on God, to walk all the day in the enjoyment
of God's light and leading. What is
needed to help us to such a life is just one thing:
the real knowledge and faith of God as the one
only source of wisdom and goodness, as ever
ready, and longing much to be to us all that we
can possibly require- yes! this is the one thing
we need. If we but saw our God in His love, if
we but believed that He waits to be gracious,
that He waits to be our life and to work all in
us,- how this waiting on God would become
our highest joy, the natural and spontaneous response
of our hearts to His great love and glory!
O God! teach us, above everything, the
blessed lesson, that all the day, and every moment
of it, Thou art around and within us,
working out Thy work of love. Show us that
Thou only askest of us that we wait on Thee.
And so teach Thou us to say, "ON THEE DO I
WAIT ALL THE DAY."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 6
FOR ALL SAINTS
"Let none that wait on Thee be ashamed."- Ps. 25:3.
Let us now, in our meditation of to-day,
each one forget himself, to think of the great
company of God's saints throughout the world,
who are all with us waiting on Him. And let us
all join in the fervent prayer for each other, "Let
none that wait on Thee be ashamed."
Just think for a moment of the multitude of
waiting ones who need that prayer; how many
there are, sick and weary and solitary, to whom
it is as if their prayers are not answered, and
who sometimes begin to fear that their hope will
be put to shame. And then, how many servants
of God, ministers or missionaries, teachers or
workers, of various name, whose hopes in their
work have been disappointed, and whose longing
for power and blessing remains unsatisfied.
And then, too, how many, who have heard of a
life of rest and perfect peace, of abiding light
and fellowship, of strength and victory, and who
cannot find the path. With all these, it is nothing
but that they have not yet learned the secret
of full waiting upon God. They just need, what
we all need, the living assurance that waiting on
God can never be in vain. Let us remember all
who are in danger of fainting or being weary,
and all unite in the cry, "Let none that wait on
Thee be ashamed"!
If this intercession for all who wait on God
becomes part of our waiting on Him for ourselves,
we shall help to bear each other's burdens,
and so fulfil the law of Christ.2 There will be
introduced into our waiting on God that element
of unselfishness and love, which is the
path to the highest blessing, and the fullest communion
with God. Love to the brethren and
love to God are inseparably linked. In God, the
love to His Son and to us are one: "That the love
wherewith Thou hast loved Me, may be in
them."3 In Christ, the love of the Father to
Him, and His love to us, are one: "As the Father
loved me, so have I loved you."4 In us, He asks
that His love to us shall be ours to the brethren:
"As I have loved you, that ye love one another."5
All the love of God, and of Christ, are inseparably
linked with love to the brethren. And how
can we, day by day, prove and cultivate this love
otherwise than by daily praying for each other?
Christ did not seek to enjoy the Father's love for
Himself; He passed it all on to us. All true seeking
of God and His love for ourselves, will be
inseparably linked with the thought and the love
of our brethren in prayer for them.
"Let none that wait on Thee be ashamed."
Twice in the psalm David speaks of his waiting
on God for himself; here he thinks of all who
wait on Him. Let this page take the message to
all God's tried and weary ones, that there are
more praying for them than they know. Let it
stir them and us in our waiting to make a point
of at times forgetting ourselves, and to enlarge
our hearts, and say to the Father, "These all wait
upon Thee, and Thou givest them their meat in
due season."6 Let it inspire us all with new
courage- for who is there who is not at times
ready to faint and be weary? "Let none that
wait on Thee be ashamed" is a promise in a
prayer, "They that wait on Thee shall not be
ashamed"! From many and many a witness the
cry comes to every one who needs the help,
brother, sister, tried one, "Wait on the Lord; be
of good courage, and He shall strengthen your
heart; wait, I say, on the Lord. Be of good courage, and He shall strengthen your heart, all ye
that wait on the Lord." (Psalm 27:14; 31:24)
Blessed Father! we humbly beseech Thee,
Let none that wait on Thee be ashamed; no, not
one. Some are weary, and the time of waiting
appears long. And some are feeble, and scarcely
know how to wait. And some are so entangled
in the effort of their prayers and their work, they
think that they can find no time to wait
continually. Father! teach us all how to wait.
Teach us to think of each other, and pray for
each other. Teach us to think of Thee, the God
of all waiting ones. Father! let none that wait on
Thee be ashamed. For Jesus' sake. Amen.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 7
A PLEA IN PRAYER
"Let integrity and uprightness preserve me; for I
wait on Thee." - Ps 25:21.
For the third time in this psalm we have the
word wait. As before in ver. 5, "On Thee do I
wait all the day," so here, too, the believing
supplicant appeals to God to remember that he
is waiting on Him, looking for an answer. It is a
great thing for a soul not only to wait upon God,
but to be filled with such a consciousness that
its whole spirit and position is that of a waiting
one, that it can, in childlike confidence, say,
Lord! Thou knowest, I wait on Thee. It will
prove a mighty plea in prayer, giving everincreasing
boldness of expectation to claim the
promise, "They that wait on Me shall not be
ashamed!"
The prayer in connection with which the
plea is put forth here is one of great importance
in the spiritual life. If we draw nigh to God, it
must be with a true heart. There must be perfect
integrity, whole-heartedness, in our dealing
with God. As we read in the next Psalm
(26:1,11). "Judge me, O Lord, for I have
walked in mine integrity," "As for me, I walk in
my integrity," there must be perfect uprightness
or single-heartedness before God. As it is written,
"His righteousness is for the upright in heart."(Psalm 36:10)
The soul must know that it allows nothing sinful,
nothing doubtful; if it is indeed to meet the
Holy One, and receive His full blessing, it must
be with a heart wholly and singly given up to
His will. The whole spirit that animates us in
the waiting must be, "Let integrity and uprightness"-
Thou seest that I desire to come so to
Thee, Thou knowest I am looking to Thee to
work them perfectly in me;- let them "preserve
me, for I wait on Thee."
And if at our first attempt truly to live the
life of fully and always waiting on God, we begin
to discover how much that perfect integrity
is wanting, this will just be one of the blessings
which the waiting was meant to work. A soul
cannot seek close fellowship with God, or attain the
abiding consciousness of waiting on Him all the
day, without a very honest and entire surrender to
all His will.
"For I wait on Thee": it is not only in connection
with the prayer of our text but with
every prayer that this plea may be used. To use
it often will be a great blessing to ourselves. Let
us therefore study the words well until we know
all their bearings. It must be clear to us what we
are waiting for. There may be very different
things. It may be waiting for God in our times
of prayer to take his place as God, and to work
in us the sense of His holy presence and nearness.
It may be a special petition, to which we
are expecting an answer. It may be our whole
inner life, in which we are on the lookout for
God's putting forth of His power. It may be the
whole state of His Church and saints, or some
part of His work, for which our eyes are ever toward
Him. It is good that we sometimes count
up to ourselves exactly what the things are we
are waiting for, and as we say definitely of each
of them, "On Thee do I wait," we shall be
emboldened to claim the answer, "For on Thee
do I wait."
It must also be clear to us, on Whom we are
waiting. Not an idol, a God of whom we have
made an image by our conceptions of what He
is. No, but the living God, such as He really is
in His great glory, His infinite holiness, His
power, wisdom, and goodness, in His love and
nearness. It is the presence of a beloved or a
dreaded master that wakens up the whole attention
of the servant who waits on him. It is the
presence of God, as He can in Christ by His Holy
Spirit make Himself known, and keep the soul
under its covering and shadow, that will waken
and strengthen the true waiting spirit. Let us be
still and wait and worship till we know how
near He is, and then say, "On Thee do I wait."
And then, let it be very clear, too, that we
are waiting. Let that become so much our consciousness
that the utterance comes spontaneously,
"On Thee I do wait all the day; I wait on
Thee." This will indeed imply sacrifice and
separation, a soul entirely given up to God as its
all, its only joy. This waiting on God has hardly
yet been acknowledged as the only true
Christianity. And yet, if it be true that God
alone is goodness and joy and love; if it be true
that our highest blessedness is in having as much
of God as we can; if it be true that Christ has redeemed
us wholly for God, and made a life of
continual abiding in His presence possible,
nothing less ought to satisfy than to be ever
breathing this blessed atmosphere, "I wait on
Thee."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 8
STRONG AND OF GOOD
COURAGE
"Wait on the Lord: be strong,
And let your heart take courage
Yea, wait thou on the Lord." - Ps. 27:14.
The psalmist had just said, "I had fainted,
unless I had believed to see the goodness of the
Lord in the land of the living." If it had not
been for his faith in God, his heart had fainted.
But in the confident assurance in God which
faith gives, he urges himself and us to remember
one thing above all,- to wait upon God. "Wait
on the Lord: be strong, and let your heart take
courage: yea, wait thou on the Lord." One of
the chief needs in our waiting upon God, one of
the deepest secrets of its blessedness and blessing,
is a quiet, confident persuasion that it is not in
vain; courage to believe that God will hear and
help; we are waiting on a God who never could
disappoint His people.
"Be strong and of good courage." These
words are frequently found in connection with
some great and difficult enterprise, in prospect
of the combat with the power of strong enemies,
and the utter insufficiency of all human strength.
Is waiting on God a work so difficult, that, for
that too, such words are needed, "Be strong, and
let your heart take courage"? Yes, indeed. The
deliverance, for which we often have to wait, is
from enemies, in presence of whom we are
impotent. The blessings for which we plead are
spiritual and all unseen; things impossible with
men; heavenly, supernatural, divine realities.
Our souls are so little accustomed to hold
fellowship with God, the God on whom we wait
so often appears to hide Himself. We who have
to wait are often tempted to fear that we do not
wait aright, that our faith is too feeble, that our
desire is not as upright or as earnest as it should
be, that our surrender is not complete. Our
heart may well faint and fail. Amid all these
causes of fear or doubt, how blessed to hear the
voice of God, "Wait on the Lord! Be strong,
and let thine heart take courage! YEA, WAIT
THOU ON THE LORD!" Let nothing in heaven or
earth or hell- let nothing keep thee from waiting
on thy God in full assurance that it cannot
be in vain.
The one lesson our text teaches us is thus,
that when we set ourselves to wait on God we
ought beforehand to resolve that it shall be with
the most confident expectation of God's meeting
and blessing us. We ought to make up our
minds to this, that nothing was ever so sure, as
that waiting on God will bring us untold and
unexpected blessing. We are so accustomed to
judge of God and His work in us by what we
feel, that the great probability is that when we
begin more to cultivate the waiting on Him, we
shall be discouraged, because we do not find any
special blessing from it. The message comes to
us, "Above everything, when you wait on God,
do so in the spirit of abounding hopefulness. It
is God in His glory, in His power, in His love
longing to bless you that you are waiting on."
If you say that you are afraid of deceiving
yourself with vain hope, because you do not see
or feel any warrant in your present state for such
special expectations, my answer is, It is God,
who is the warrant for your expecting great
things. Oh, do learn the lesson. You are not
going to wait on yourself to see what you feel
and what changes come to you. You are going
to WAIT ON GOD, to know first, WHAT HE IS,
and then, after that, what He will do. The
whole duty and blessedness of waiting on God
has its root in this, that He is such a blessed Being,
full, to overflowing, of goodness and power
and life and joy, that we, however wretched,
cannot for any time come into contact with
Him, without that life and power secretly, silently
beginning to enter into us and blessing us.
God is Love! That is the one only and all-sufficient
warrant of your expectation. Love seeketh
out its own: God's love is just His delight to impart
Himself and His blessedness to His children.
Come, and however feeble you feel, just wait in
His presence. As a feeble, sickly invalid is
brought out into the sunshine to let its warmth
go through him, come with all that is dark and
cold in you into the sunshine of God's holy,
omnipotent love, and sit and wait there, with the
one thought: Here I am, in the sunshine of His
love. As the sun does its work in the weak one
who seeks its rays, God will do His work in you.
Oh, do trust Him fully. "Wait on the Lord! Be
strong, and let your heart take courage! Yea,
wait thou on the Lord!"
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 9
WITH THE HEART
"Be strong, and let your heart take courage,
All ye that wait for the Lord." - Ps. 31:24.
The words are nearly the same as in our last
meditation. But I gladly avail myself of them
again to press home a much-needed lesson for
all who desire to learn truly and fully what waiting
on God is. The lesson is this: It is with the
heart we must wait upon God. "Let your heart
take courage." All our waiting depends upon
the state of the heart. As a man's heart is, so is
he before God. We can advance no further or
deeper into the holy place of God's presence to
wait on Him there, than our heart is prepared
for it by the Holy Spirit. The message is, "Let
your heart take courage, all ye that wait on the
Lord."
The truth appears so simple, that some may
ask, Do not all admit this? where is the need of
insisting on it so specially? Because very many
Christians have no sense of the great difference
between the religion of the mind and the religion
of the heart, and the former is far more diligently
cultivated than the latter. They know
not how infinitely greater the heart is than the
mind. It is in this that one of the chief causes
must be sought of the feebleness of our Christian
life, and it is only as this is understood that
waiting on God will bring its full blessing.
A text in Proverbs (3:5) may help to make
my meaning plain. Speaking of a life in the fear
and favor of God, it says, "Trust in the Lord
with all thine heart, and lean not upon thine
own understanding." In all religion we have to
use these two powers. The mind has to gather
knowledge from God's word, and prepare the
food by which the heart with the inner life is to
be nourished. But here comes in a terrible danger,
of our leaning to our own understanding,
and trusting in our apprehension of divine
things. People imagine that if they are occupied
with the truth, the spiritual life will as a matter
of course be strengthened. And this is by no
means the case. The understanding deals with
conceptions and images of divine things, but it
cannot reach the real life of the soul. Hence the
command, "Trust in the Lord with all thine
heart, and lean not upon thine own understanding."
It is with the heart man believeth, and
comes into touch with God. It is in the heart
God has given His Spirit, to be there to us the
presence and the power of God working in us.
In all our religion it is the heart that must trust
and love and worship and obey. My mind is utterly
impotent in creating or maintaining the
spiritual life within me: the heart must wait on
God for Him to work it in me.
It is in this even as in the physical life. My
reason may tell me what to eat and drink, and
how the food nourishes me. But in the eating
and feeding my reason can do nothing: the body
has its organs for that special purpose. Just so,
reason may tell me what God's word says, but it
can do nothing to the feeding of the soul on the
bread of life- this the heart alone can do by its
faith and trust in God. A man may be studying
the nature and effects of food or sleep; when he
wants to eat or sleep he sets aside his thoughts
and study, and uses the power of eating or sleeping.
And so the Christian needs ever, when he
has studied or heard God's word, to cease from
his thoughts, to put no trust in them, and to
waken up his heart to open itself before God,
and seek the living fellowship with Him.
This is now the blessedness of waiting upon
God, that I confess the impotence of all my
thoughts and efforts, and set myself still to bow
my heart before Him in holy silence, and to
trust Him to renew and strengthen His own
work in me. And this is just the lesson of our
text, "Let your heart take courage, all ye that
wait on the Lord." Remember the difference
between knowing with the mind and believing
with the heart. Beware of the temptation of
leaning upon your understanding, with its clear
strong thoughts. They only help you to know
what the heart must get from God: in themselves
they are images and shadows. "Let your
heart take courage, all ye that wait on the Lord."
Present it before Him as that wonderful part of
your spiritual nature in which God reveals Himself,
and by which you can know Him. Cultivate
the greatest confidence that, though you
cannot see into your heart, God is working there
by His Holy Spirit. Let the heart wait at times
in perfect silence and quiet; in its hidden depths
God will work. Be sure of this, and just wait on
Him.
No knowledge of the air or the food around
me can nourish me, except it enter into my inward
life. And no knowledge of the truths of
God can profit me, except as He, by His Spirit,
enters into my inmost being and dwells within
me. It is with the heart I must wait upon God;
it is into the heart I must receive God; it is in
the heart God will give His Spirit and every
spiritual blessing in Christ. Give your whole
heart, with its secret workings, into God's hands
continually. He wants the heart, and takes it,
and, as God, dwells in it. "Be strong, and let
your heart take courage, all ye that wait on the
Lord."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
WAITING ON GOD
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DAY 10
IN HUMBLE FEAR AND HOPE
"Behold, the eye of the Lord is upon them that
fear Him,
Upon them that hope in His mercy;
To deliver their soul from death,
And to keep them alive in famine. Our soul hath waited for the Lord;
He is our help and our shield. For our heart shall rejoice in Him,
Because we have trusted in His holy name. Let thy mercy, O Lord, be upon us,
According as we wait for thee."- Ps. 33:18-22.
God's eye is upon His people: their eye is
upon Him. In waiting upon God, our eye,
looking up to Him, meets His looking down
upon us. This is the blessedness of waiting
upon God, that it takes our eyes and thoughts
away from ourselves, even our needs and desires,
and occupies us with our God. We worship
Him in His glory and love, with His all-seeing
eye watching over us, that He may supply our
every need. Let us consider this wonderful
meeting between God and His people, and
mark well what we are taught here of them on
whom God's eye rests, and of Him on whom
our eye rests.
"The eye of the Lord is on them that fear
Him, on them that hope in His mercy." Fear
and hope are generally thought to be in conflict
with each other; in the presence and worship of
God they are found side by side in perfect and
beautiful harmony. And this because in God
Himself all apparent contradictions are reconciled.
Righteousness and peace, judgment and
mercy, holiness and love, infinite power and
infinite gentleness, a majesty that is exalted
above all heaven, and a condescension that bows
very low, meet and kiss each other. There is indeed
a fear that hath torment, that is cast out
entirely by perfect love.(I John 4:18) But there is a fear that
is found in the very heavens. In the song of
Moses and the Lamb they sing, "Who shall not
fear Thee, O Lord, and glorify Thy name?" (Revelation 15:4).
And out of the very throne the voice came,
"Praise our God, all ye His servants, and ye that
fear Him."(Psalm 22:23) Let us in our waiting ever seek "to
fear the glorious and fearful name, THE LORD
THY GOD."(Deuteronomy 28:58) The deeper we bow before His
holiness in holy fear and adoring awe, in deep
reverence and humble self-abasement, even as
the angels veil their faces before the throne, the
more will His holiness rest upon us, and the
soul be fitted to have God reveal Himself; the
deeper we enter into the truth "that no flesh
glory in His presence,"(I Corinthians 1:29) will it be given us to see
His glory. "The eye of the Lord is on them that
fear Him."
"On them that hope in His mercy." So far
will the true fear of God be from keeping us
back from hope, it will stimulate and strengthen
it. The lower we bow, the deeper we feel we
have nothing to hope in but His mercy. The
lower we bow, the nearer God will come, and
make our hearts bold to trust Him. Let every
exercise of waiting, let our whole habit of waiting
on God, be pervaded by abounding hope––a
hope as bright and boundless as God's mercy.
The fatherly kindness of God is such that, in
whatever state we come to Him, we may confidently
hope in His mercy.
Such are God's waiting ones. And now,
think of the God on whom we wait. "The eye
of the Lord is on them that fear Him, on them
that hope in His mercy; to deliver their soul
from death, and to keep them alive in famine."
Not to prevent the danger of death and famine–
–this is often needed to stir the waiting on
Him––but to deliver and to keep alive. The
dangers are often very real and dark; the situation,
whether in the temporal or spiritual life,
may appear to be utterly hopeless; there is always
one hope: God's eye is on them. That eye
sees the danger, and sees in tender love His
trembling waiting child, and sees the moment
when the heart is ripe for the blessing, and sees
the way in which it is to come. This living,
mighty God, oh, let us fear Him and hope in
His mercy. And let us humbly but boldly say,
"Our soul waiteth for the Lord; He is our help
and our shield. Let Thy mercy be upon us, O
Lord, according as we wait for Thee."
Oh, the blessedness of waiting on such a
God! a very present help in every time of trouble;
a shield and defense against every danger.
Children of God! will you not learn to sink
down in entire helplessness and impotence and
in stillness to wait and see the salvation of God?
In the utmost spiritual famine, and when death
appears to prevail, oh, wait on God. He does
deliver, He does keep alive. Say it not only in
solitude, but say it to each other––the psalm
speaks not of one but of God's people––"Our
soul waiteth on the Lord: He is our help and our
shield." Strengthen and encourage each other in
the holy exercise of waiting, that each may not
only say of it himself, but of his brethren, "We
have waited for Him; we will be glad and rejoice
in His salvation."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 11
PATIENTLY
"Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for Him.
Those that wait upon the Lord, they shall inherit
the land." - Ps. 37:7,9.
"In patience possess your souls." (Luke 21:19) "Ye have
need of patience." (Hebrews 10:36) "Let patience have its perfect
work, that ye may be perfect and entire."(James 1:4)
Such words of the Holy Spirit show us what an
important element in the Christian life and
character patience is. And nowhere is there a
better place for cultivating or displaying it than
in waiting on God. There we discover how
impatient we are, and what our impatience
means. We confess at times that we are impatient
with men and circumstances that hinder us,
or with ourselves and our slow progress in the
Christian life. If we truly set ourselves to wait
upon God, we shall find that it is with Him we
are impatient, because He does not at once, or
as soon as we could wish, do our bidding. It is
in waiting upon God that our eyes are opened
to believe in His wise and sovereign will, and to
see that the sooner and the more completely we
yield absolutely to it, the more surely His blessing
can come to us.
"It is not of him that willeth, nor of him
that runneth, but of God that sheweth mercy."(Romans 9:16)
We have as little power to increase or strengthen
our spiritual life, as we had to originate it. We
"were born not of the will of the flesh, nor of
the will of man, but of the will of God."(John 1:13). Even
so, our willing and running, our desire and effort,
avail nought; all is "of God that sheweth
mercy." All the exercises of the spiritual life, our
reading and praying, our willing and doing,
have their very great value. But they can go no
farther than this, that they point the way and
prepare us in humility to look to and to depend
alone upon God Himself, and in patience to
wait His good time and mercy. The waiting is
to teach us our absolute dependence upon
God's mighty working, and to make us in perfect
patience place ourselves at His disposal.
They that wait on the Lord shall inherit the
land; the promised land and its blessing. The
heirs must wait; they can afford to wait.
"Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for
Him." The margin gives for "Rest in the Lord,"
"Be silent to the Lord," or R.V., "Be still before
the Lord." It is resting in the Lord, in His will,
His promise, His faithfulness, and His love, that
makes patience easy. And the resting in Him is
nothing but being silent unto Him, still before
Him. Having our thoughts and wishes, our
fears and hopes, hushed into calm and quiet in
that great peace of God which passeth all understanding.
That peace keeps the heart and mind
when we are anxious for anything, because we
have made our request known to Him. The rest,
the silence, the stillness, and the patient waiting,
all find their strength and joy in God Himself.
The needs be,(i.t. the necessity, James 5:7) and the reasonableness, and
the blessedness of patience will be opened up to
the waiting soul. Our patience will be seen to
be the counterpart of God's patience. He longs
far more to bless us fully than we can desire it.
But, as the husbandman has long patience till
the fruit be ripe,20 so God bows Himself to our
slowness and bears long with us. Let us remember
this, and wait patiently: of each promise and
every answer to prayer the word is true: "I the
Lord will hasten it in its time." (Isaiah 60:22)
"Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for
Him." Yes, for HIM. Seek not only the help,
the gift, thou needest; seek HIMSELF; wait FOR
HIM. Give God His glory by resting in Him,
by trusting him fully, by waiting patiently for
Him. This patience honors Him greatly; it
leaves Him, as God on the throne, to do His
work; it yields self wholly into His hands. It lets
God be God. If thy waiting be for some special
request, wait patiently. If thy waiting be more
the exercise of the spiritual life seeking to know
and have more of God, wait patiently. Whether
it be in the shorter specific periods of waiting, or
as the continuous habit of the soul; rest in the
Lord, be still before the Lord, and wait patiently.
"They that wait on the Lord shall inherit the
land."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 12
KEEPING HIS WAYS
"Wait on the Lord, and keep His way,
And He shalt exalt thee to inherit the land."- Ps. 37:34.
If we desire to find a man whom we long to
meet, we inquire where the places and the ways
are where he is to be found. When waiting on
God, we need to be very careful that we keep
His ways; out of these we never can expect to
find Him. "Thou meetest him that rejoiceth
and worketh righteousness; those that remember
Thee in Thy ways." (Isaiah 64:5) We may be sure that God
is never and nowhere to be found but in His
ways. And that there, by the soul who seeks and
patiently waits, He is always most surely to be
found. "Wait on the Lord, and keep His ways,
and He shall exalt thee."
How close the connection between the two
parts of the injunction, "Wait on the Lord,"⎯
that has to do with worship and disposition;
"and keep His ways,"⎯that deals with walk and
work. The outer life must be in harmony with
the inner; the inner must be the inspiration and
the strength for the outer. It is our God who
has made known His ways in His Word for our
conduct, and invites our confidence for His
grace and help in our heart. If we do not keep
His ways, our waiting on Him can bring no
blessing. The surrender to full obedience to all
His will, is the secret of full access to all the
blessings of His fellowship.
Notice how strongly this comes out in the
psalm. It speaks of the evildoer who prospereth
in his way, and calls on the believer not to fret
himself. When we see men around us prosperous
and happy while they forsake God's ways,
and ourselves left in difficulty or suffering, we
are in danger of first fretting at what appears so
strange, and then gradually yielding to seek our
prosperity in their path. The psalm says, "Fret
not thyself; trust in the Lord, and do good. Rest
in the Lord, and wait patiently for Him; cease
from anger, and forsake wrath. Depart from
evil, and do good; the Lord forsaketh not His
saints. The righteous shall inherit the land.
The law of his God is in his heart; none of his
steps shall slide." And then follows⎯the word
occurs for the third time in the psalm⎯"Wait
on the Lord, and keep His ways." Do what God
asks you to do; God will do more than you can
ask Him to do.
And let no one give way to the fear: I cannot
keep His ways; it is this robs us of our confidence.
It is true you have not the strength yet
to keep all His ways. But keep carefully those
for which you have received strength already.
Surrender yourself willingly and trustingly to
keep all God's ways, in the strength which will
come in waiting on Him. Give up your whole
being to God without reserve and without
doubt; He will prove Himself God to you, and
work in you that which is pleasing in His sight
through Jesus Christ. Keep His ways, as you
know them in the Word. Keep His ways, as nature
teaches them, in always doing what appears
right. Keep His ways, as Providence points
them out. Keep His ways, as the Holy Spirit
suggests. Do not think of waiting on God while
you say you are not willing to work in His path.
However weak you feel, only be willing, and He
who has worked to will, will work to do by His
power.
"Wait on the Lord, and keep His ways." It
may be that the consciousness of shortcoming
and sin makes our text look more like a hindrance
than a help in waiting on God. Let it not
be so. Have we not said more than once, the
very starting-point and ground-work of this
waiting is utter and absolute impotence? Why
then not come with everything evil you feel in
yourself, every memory of unwillingness, unwatchfulness,
unfaithfulness, and all that causes
such unceasing self-condemnation? Put your
trust in God's omnipotence, and find in waiting
on God your deliverance. Your failure has been
owing to only one thing: you sought to conquer
and obey in your own strength. Come and bow
before God until you learn that He is the God
who alone is good, and alone can work any
good thing. Believe that in you, and all that nature
can do, there is no true power. Be content
to receive from God each moment the inworking
of His mighty grace and life, and waiting on
God will become the renewal of your strength
to run in His ways and not be weary, to walk in
His paths and never faint. (Isaiah 40:3) "Wait on the Lord,
and keep His ways" will be command and
promise in one.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 13
FOR MORE THAN WE KNOW
"And now, Lord, what wait I for? My hope is in
Thee. Deliver me from all my transgressions." Ps. 39:7,8.
There may be times when we feel as if we
knew not what we are waiting for. There may
be other times we think we do know, and when
it would just be so good for us to realise that we
do not know what to ask as we ought. God is
able to do for us exceeding abundantly above
what we ask or think, (Ephesians 3:20) and we are in danger of
limiting Him, when we confine our desires and
prayers to our own thoughts of them. It is a
great thing at times to say, as our psalm says:
"And now, Lord, what wait I for?" I scarce
know or can tell; this only I can say- "My hope
is in Thee."
How we see this limiting of God in the case
of Israel! When Moses promised them meat in
the wilderness, they doubted, saying, "Can God
furnish a table in the wilderness? He smote the
rock that the water gushed out; can He give
bread also? can He provide flesh for His people?"
(Psalm 78:19-20) If they had been asked whether God
could provide streams in the desert, they would
have answered, Yes. God had done it: He could
do it again. But when the thought came of God
doing something new, they limited Him; their
expectation could not rise beyond their past
experience, or their own thoughts of what was
possible. Even so we may be limiting God by
our conceptions of what He has promised or is
able to do. Do let us beware of limiting the
Holy One of Israel in our very prayer. Let us
believe that every promise of God we plead has a
divine meaning, infinitely beyond our thoughts
of them. Let us believe that His fulfilment of
them can be, in a power and an abundance of
grace, beyond our largest grasp of thought. And
let us therefore cultivate the habit of waiting on
God, not only for what we think we need, but
for all His grace and power are ready to do for
us.
In every true prayer there are two hearts in
exercise. The one is your heart, with its little,
dark, human thoughts of what you need and
God can do. The other is God's great heart,
with its infinite, its divine purposes of blessing.
What think you? To which of these two ought
the larger place to be given in your approach to
Him? Undoubtedly, to the heart of God: everything
depends upon knowing and being occupied
with that. But how little this is done. This
is what waiting on God is meant to teach you.
Just think of God's wonderful love and redemption,
in the meaning these words must have to
Him. Confess how little you understand what
God is willing to do for you, and say each time
as you pray: "And now, what wait I for?" My
heart cannot say. God's heart knows and waits
to give. "My hope is in Thee." Wait on God to
do for you more than you can ask or think. (Ephesians 3:20)
Apply this to the prayer that follows: "Deliver
me from all my transgressions." You have
prayed to be delivered from temper, or pride, or
self-will. It is as if it is in vain. May it not be
that you have had your own thoughts about the
way or the extent of God's doing it, and have
never waited on the God of glory, according to
the riches of His glory, to do for you what hath
not entered the heart of man to conceive? Learn
to worship God as the God who doeth wonders,
who wishes to prove in you that He can do
something supernatural and divine. Bow before
Him, wait upon Him, until your soul realises
that you are in the hands of a divine and almighty
worker. Consent not to know what and
how He will work; expect it to be something
altogether godlike, something to be waited for
in deep humility, and received only by His divine
power. Let the, "And now, Lord, what
wait I for? My hope is in Thee" become the
spirit of every longing and every prayer. He will
in His time do His work.
Dear soul, in waiting on God you may often
be ready to be weary, because you hardly know
what you have to expect. I pray you, be of good
courage––this ignorance is often one of the best
signs. He is teaching you to leave all in His
hands, and to wait on Him alone. "Wait on the
Lord! Be strong, and let your heart take courage.
Yea, wait thou on the Lord"
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 14
THE WAY TO THE NEW SONG
"I waited patiently for the Lord, and He inclined
unto me, and heard my cry (...) And He hath
put a new song in my mouth, even praise unto our
God." - Ps. 40:1-3.
Come and listen to the testimony of one
who can speak from experience of the sure and
blessed outcome of patient waiting upon God.
True patience is so foreign to our self-confident
nature, it is so indispensable in our waiting
upon God, it is such an essential element of true
faith, that we may well once again meditate on
what the word has to teach us.
The word patience is derived from the Latin
word for suffering. It suggests the thought of
being under the constraint of some power from
which we fain would be free. At first we submit
against our will; experience teaches us that when
it is vain to resist, patient endurance is our wisest
course. In waiting on God it is of infinite
consequence that we not only submit, because
we are compelled to, but because we lovingly
and joyfully consent to be in the hands of our
blessed Father. Patience then becomes our
highest blessedness and our highest grace. It
honors God, and gives Him time to have His
way with us. It is the highest expression of our
faith in His goodness and faithfulness. It brings
the soul perfect rest in the assurance that God is
carrying on His work. It is the token of our full
consent that God should deal with us in such a
way and time as He thinks best. True patience
is the losing of our self-will in His perfect will.
Such patience is needed for the true and full
waiting on God. Such patience is the growth
and fruit of our first lessons in the school of
waiting. To many a one it will appear strange
how difficult it is truly to wait upon God. The
great stillness of soul before God that sinks into
its own helplessness and waits for Him to reveal
Himself; the deep humility that is afraid to let
own will or own strength work aught except as
God works to will and to do; the meekness that
is content to be and to know nothing except as
God gives His light; the entire resignation of the
will that only wants to be a vessel in which His
holy will can move and mould: all these elements
of perfect patience are not found at once.
But they will come in measure as the soul maintains
its position, and ever again says: "Truly my
soul waiteth upon God; from HIM cometh my
salvation: He only is my rock and my salvation."
Have you ever noticed what proof we have
that patience is a grace for which very special
grace is given, in these words of Paul: "Strengthened
with all might, according to His glorious
power, unto all"- what? "patience and long-suffering with joyfulness." (Colossians 1:11) Yes, we need to be
strengthened with all God's might, and that according
to the measure of His glorious power, if
we are to wait on God in all patience. It is God
revealing Himself in us as our life and strength,
that will enable us with perfect patience to leave
all in His hands. If any are inclined to despond,
because they have not such patience, let them be
of good courage; it is in the course of our feeble
and very imperfect waiting that God Himself by
His hidden power strengthens us and works out
in us the patience of the saints, the patience of
Christ Himself.
Listen to the voice of one who was deeply
tried: "I waited patiently for the Lord, and He
inclined unto me, and heard my cry." Hear
what he passed through: "He brought me up
also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay,
and set my feet upon a rock, and established my
goings. And He hath put a new song in my
mouth, even praise unto our God." Patient
waiting upon God brings a rich reward; the
deliverance is sure; God Himself will put a new
song into your mouth. O soul! be not impatient,
whether it be in the exercise of prayer and worship
that you find it difficult to wait, or in the
delay in respect of definite requests, or in the
fulfilling of your heart's desire for the revelation
of God Himself in a deeper spiritual life- fear
not, but rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for
Him. And if you sometimes feel as if patience is
not your gift, then remember it is God's gift,
and take that prayer (II Thess. 3:5): "The Lord
direct your hearts into the patience of Christ."
Into the patience with which you are to wait on
God, He Himself will guide you.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 15
FOR HIS COUNSEL
"They soon forgat His works: they waited not
for His counsel: (...) they provoked Him with their
counsel." - Ps. 106:13,43.
This is said of the sin of God's people in the
wilderness. He had wonderfully redeemed them,
and was prepared as wonderfully to supply their
every need. But, when the time of need came,
"they waited not for His counsel." They
thought not that the Almighty God was their
Leader and Provider; they asked not what His
plans might be. They simply thought the
thoughts of their own heart, and tempted and
provoked God by their unbelief. "They waited
not for His counsel."
How this has been the sin of God's people
in all ages! In the land of Canaan, in the days of
Joshua, the only three failures of which we read
were owing to this one sin. In going up against
Ai, in making a covenant with the Gibeonites,
in settling down without going up to possess the
whole land, they waited not for His counsel.
And so even the advanced believer is in danger
from this most subtle of temptations––taking
God's word and thinking his own thoughts of
them, and not waiting for His counsel. Let us
take the warning and see what Israel teaches us.
And let us very specially regard it not only as a
danger to which the individual is exposed, but
as one against which God's people, in their
collective capacity, need to be on their guard.
Our whole relation to God is rooted in this,
that His will is to be done in us and by us as it is
in heaven. He has promised to make known
His will to us by His Spirit, the Guide into all
truth. And our position is to be that of waiting
for His counsel, as the only guide of our
thoughts and actions. In our church worship, in
our prayer-meetings, in our conventions, in all
our gatherings as managers, or directors, or
committees, or helpers in any part of the work
for God, our first object ought ever to be to
ascertain the mind of God. God always works
according to the counsel of His will; the more
that counsel of His will is sought and found and
honored, the more surely and mightily will God
do His work for us and through us.
The great danger in all such assemblies is
that in our consciousness of having our Bible,
and our past experience of God's leading, and
our sound creed, and our honest wish to do
God's will, we trust in these, and do not realise
that with every step we need and may have a
heavenly guidance. There may be elements of
God's will, applications of God's word,
experiences of the close presence and leading of
God, manifestations of the power of His Spirit,
of which we know nothing as yet. God may be
willing, nay, God is willing to open up these to
the souls who are intently set upon allowing
Him to have his way entirely, and who are willing
in patience to wait for His making it known.
When we come together praising God for all He
has done and taught and given, we may at the
same time be limiting Him by not expecting
greater things. It was when God had given the
water out of the rock that they did not trust
Him for bread. It was when God had given
Jericho into his hands that Joshua thought the
victory over Ai was sure; he now knew what
God could do and waited not for counsel from
God. And so, while we think that we know and
trust the power of God for what we may expect,
we may be hindering Him by not giving time,
and not definitely cultivating the habit of waiting
for His counsel.
A minister has no more solemn duty than
teaching people to wait upon God. Why was it
that in the house of Cornelius, when "Peter
spake these words, the Holy Ghost fell upon all
that heard him"? (Acts 10:44) They had said, "We are here
before God to hear all things that are commanded
thee of God." (Acts 10:33) We may come together
to give and to listen to the most earnest exposition
of God's truth with little spiritual profit if
there be not the waiting for God's counsel. In
all our gatherings we need to believe in the Holy
Spirit as the Guide and Teacher of God's saints
when they wait to be led by Him into the things
which God hath prepared, and which the heart
cannot conceive.
More stillness of soul to realise God's presence;
more consciousness of ignorance of what
God's great plans may be; more faith in the certainty
that God has greater things to show us;
more longing that He Himself will be revealed
in new glory: these must be the marks of the assemblies
of God's saints, if they would avoid the
reproach, "They waited not for His counsel."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 16
FOR HIS LIGHT IN THE HEART
"I wait for the Lord, my soul doth wait,
And in His word do I hope. My soul waiteth for the Lord
More than they that watch for the morning:
More than they that watch for the morning."- Ps. 130:5-6.
With what intense longing the morning
light is often waited for. By the mariners in a
shipwrecked vessel; by a benighted traveler in a
dangerous country; by an army that finds itself
surrounded by an enemy. The morning light
will show what hope of escape there may be.
The morning may bring life and liberty. And so
the saints of God in darkness have longed for
the light of His countenance, more than watchmen
for the morning. They have said, "More
than watchmen for the morning, my soul
waiteth for the Lord." Can we say that too?
Our waiting on God can have no higher object
than simply having His light shine on us, and in
us, and through us, all the day.
God is Light. God is a Sun. Paul says:
"God hath shined in our hearts to give the
light." What light? "The light of the glory of
God, in the face of Jesus Christ." (II Corinthians 4:6) Just as the
sun shines its beautiful, life-giving light on and
into our earth, so God shines into our hearts the
light of His glory, of His love, in Christ His Son.
Our heart is meant to have that light filling and
gladdening it all the day. It can have it, because
God is our sun, and it is written, "Thy sun shall
no more go down for ever."(Isaiah 60:20) God's love shines
on us without ceasing.
But can we indeed enjoy it all the day? We
can. And how can we? Let nature give us the
answer. Those beautiful trees and flowers, with
all this green grass, what do they do to keep the
sun shining on them? They do nothing; they
simply bask in the sunshine, when it comes.
The sun is millions of miles away, but over all
that distance it sends its own light and joy; and
the tiniest flower that lifts its little head upwards
is met by the same exuberance of light and blessing
as flood the widest landscape. We have not
to care for the light we need for our day's work;
the sun cares, and provides and shines the light
around us all the day. We simply count upon it,
and receive it, and enjoy it.
The only difference between nature and
grace is this, that what the trees and the flowers
do unconsciously, as they drink in the blessing
of the light, is to be with us a voluntary and a
loving acceptance. Faith, simple faith in God's
word and love, is to be the opening of the eyes,
the opening of the heart, to receive and enjoy
the unspeakable glory of His grace. And even as
the trees, day by day, and month by month,
stand and grow into beauty and fruitfulness, just
welcoming whatever sunshine the sun may give,
so it is the very highest exercise of our Christian
life just to abide in the light of God, and let it,
and let Him, fill us with the life and the brightness
it brings.
And if you ask, But can it really be, that
even as naturally and heartily as I recognize and
rejoice in the beauty of a bright sunny morning,
I can rejoice in God's light all the day? It can,
indeed. From my breakfast-table I look out on
a beautiful valley, with trees and vineyards and
mountains. In our spring and autumn months
the light in the morning is exquisite, and almost
involuntarily we say, How beautiful! And the
question comes, Is it only the light of the sun
that is to bring such continual beauty and joy?
And is there no provision for the light of God
being just as much an unceasing source of joy
and gladness? There is, indeed, if the soul will
but be still and wait on Him, ONLY LET GOD
SHINE.
Dear soul! learn to wait on the Lord, more
than watchers for the morning. All within you
may be very dark; is that not the very best reason
for waiting for the light of God? The first
beginnings of light may be just enough to discover
the darkness, and painfully to humble you
on account of sin. Can you not trust the light
to expel the darkness? Do believe it will. Just
bow, even now, in stillness before God, and
wait on Him to shine into you. Say, in humble
faith, God is light, infinitely brighter and more
beautiful than that of the sun. God is light.
The Father, the eternal, inaccessible, and incomprehensible
light. The Son, the light concentrated,
and embodied, and manifested. The
Spirit, the light entering and dwelling and shining
in our hearts. God is light, and is here shining
on my heart. I have been so occupied with
the rushlights of my thoughts and efforts, I have
never opened the shutters to let His light in.
Unbelief has kept it out. I bow in faith: God's
light is shining into my heart. The God of
whom Paul wrote, "God hath shined into our
heart," is my God. What would I think of a sun
that could not shine? What shall I think of a
God that does not shine? No, God shines! God
is light! I will take time, and just be still, and
rest in the light of God. My eyes are feeble, and
the windows are not clean, but I will wait on the
Lord. The light does shine, the light will shine
in me, and make me full of light. And I shall
learn to walk all the day in the light and joy of
God. My soul waiteth on the Lord, more than
the watcher for the morning.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 17
IN TIMES OF DARKNESS
"I will wait upon the Lord, that hideth His face
from the house of Jacob; and I will look for Him."- Isa. 8:17.
Here we have a servant of God, waiting
upon Him, not on behalf of himself, but of his
people, from whom God was hiding His face.
It suggests to us how our waiting upon God,
though it commences with our personal needs,
with the desire for the revelation of Himself, or
of the answer to personal petitions, need not,
may not, stop there. We may be walking in the
full light of God's countenance, and God yet be
hiding His face from His people around us; far
from being content to think that this is nothing
but the just punishment of their sin, or the
consequence of their indifference, we are called
with tender hearts to think of their sad estate,
and to wait on God on their behalf. The privilege
of waiting upon God is one that brings
great responsibility. Even as Christ, when He
entered God's presence, at once used His place
of privilege and honor as intercessor, so we, no
less, if we know what it is really to enter in and
wait upon God, must use our access for our less
favoured brethren. "I will wait upon the Lord,
who hideth His face from the house of Jacob."
You worship with a certain congregation.
Possibly there is not the spiritual life or joy either
in the preaching or in the fellowship that
you could desire. You belong to a Church, with
its many congregations. There is so much of error
or worldliness, of seeking after human wisdom
and culture, of trust in ordinances and
observances, that you do not wonder that God
hides His face, in many cases, and that there is
but little power for conversion or true edification.
Then there are branches of Christian work
with which you are connected- a Sunday
school, a gospel hall, a young men's association,
a mission work abroad- in which the feebleness
of the Spirit's working appears to indicate that
God is hiding His face. You think, too, you
know the reason. There is too much trust in
men and money; there is too much formality
and self-indulgence; there is too little faith and
prayer; too little love and humility; too little of
the spirit of the crucified Jesus. At times you
feel as if things are hopeless; nothing will help.
Do believe that God can help and will help.
Let the spirit of the prophet come into you, as
you take his words, and set yourself to wait on
God, on behalf of His erring children. Instead
of the tone of judgment or condemnation, of
despondency or despair, realise your calling to
wait upon God. If others fail in doing it, give
yourself doubly to it. The deeper the darkness,
the greater the need of appealing to the one only
Deliverer. The greater the self-confidence
around you, that knows not that it is poor and
wretched and blind, the more urgent the call on
you who profess to see the evil and to have access
to Him who alone can help, to be at your
post, waiting upon God. As often as you are
tempted to complain, or to sigh say (Original text: and say) ever afresh:
"I will wait on the Lord, who hideth His face
from the house of Jacob."
There is a still larger circle- the Christian
Church throughout the world. Think of Greek,
Roman Catholic, and Protestant churches, and
the state of the millions that belong to them.
Or think only of the Protestant churches with
their open Bible and orthodox creeds. How
much nominal profession and formality! how
much of the rule of the flesh and of man in the
very temple of God! And what abundant proof
that God does hide His face!
What are those to do who see and mourn
this? The first thing to be done is this: "I will
wait on the Lord, who hideth His face from the
house of Jacob." Let us wait on God, in the
humble confession of the sins of His people.
Let us take time and wait on Him in this exercise.
Let us wait on God in tender, loving
intercession for all saints, our beloved brethren,
however wrong their lives or their teaching may
appear. Let us wait on God in faith and
expectation, until He shows us that He will hear.
Let us wait on God, with the simple offering of
ourselves to Himself, and the earnest prayer that
He would send us to our brethren. Let us wait
on God, and give Him no rest till He make
Zion a joy in the earth. (Isaiah 62:7) Yes, let us rest in the
Lord, and wait patiently for Him who now
hides His face from so many of His children.
And let us say of the lifting up of the light of
His countenance we long for for all His people,
"I wait for the Lord, my soul doth wait, and my
hope is in His word. My soul waiteth for the
Lord, more than the watchers for the morning,
the watchers for the morning."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 18
TO REVEAL HIMSELF
"And it shall be said in that day, Lo, THIS IS
OUR GOD; we have waited for Him, and He will
save us: THIS IS THE LORD; we have waited for Him,
we will rejoice and be glad in his salvation." - Isaiah 25:9.
In this passage, we have two precious
thoughts. The one, that it is the language of
God's people who have been unitedly waiting
on Him; the other, that the fruit of their waiting
has been that God has so revealed Himself, that
they could joyfully say, "LO, THIS IS OUR
GOD (...) THIS IS THE LORD." The power and the
blessing of united waiting is what we need to
learn.
Note the twice repeated, "We have waited
for Him." In some time of trouble the hearts of
the people had been drawn together, and they
had, ceasing from all human hope or help, with
one heart set themselves to wait for their God.
Is not this just what we need in our churches
and conventions and prayer-meetings? Is not
the need of the Church and the world great
enough to demand it? Are there not in the
Church of Christ evils to which no human wisdom
is equal? Have we not ritualism and
rationalism, formalism and worldliness, robbing
the church of its power? Have we not culture
and money and pleasure threatening its spiritual
life? Are not the powers of the Church utterly
inadequate to cope with the powers of infidelity
and iniquity and wretchedness in Christian
countries and in heathendom? And is there not
in the promise of God, and in the power of the
Holy Spirit, a provision made that can meet the
need, and give the Church the restful assurance
that she is doing all her God expects of her?
And would not united waiting upon God for
the supply of His Spirit most certainly seem the
needed blessing? We cannot doubt it.
The object of a more definite waiting upon
God in our gatherings would be very much the
same as in personal worship. It would mean a
deeper conviction that God must and will do
all; a more humble and abiding entrance into
our deep helplessness, and the need of entire
and unceasing dependence upon Him; a more
living consciousness that the essential thing is,
giving God His place of honour and of power; a
confident expectation that to those who wait on
Him, God will, by His Spirit, give the secret of
His acceptance and presence, and then, in due
time, the revelation of His saving power. The
great aim would be to bring every one in a praying
and worshipping company under a deep
sense of God's presence, so that when they part
there will be the consciousness of having met
God Himself, of having left every request with
Him, and of now waiting in stillness while He
works out His salvation.
It is this experience that is indicated in our
text. The fulfilment of the words may, at times,
be in such striking interpositions of God's
power that all can join in the cry, "LO, THIS IS
OUR GOD; THIS IS THE LORD!" They may
equally become true in spiritual experience,
when God's people, in their waiting times become
so conscious of His presence that in holy
awe souls feel, "LO, THIS IS OUR GOD; THIS IS
THE LORD!" It is this, alas, that is too much
missed in our meetings for worship. The godly
minister has no more difficult, no more solemn,
no more blessed task, than to lead his people out
to meet God, and, before ever he preaches, to
bring each one into contact with Him. "We are
now here in the presence of God" (Acts 10:33)- these
words of Cornelius show the way in which Peter's
audience was prepared for the coming of
the Holy Spirit. Waiting before God, and waiting
for God, and waiting on God, are the conditions
of God showing His presence.
A company of believers gathered with the
one purpose, helping each other by little intervals
of silence, to wait on God alone, opening
the heart for whatever God may have of new
discoveries of evil, of His will, of new openings
in work or methods of work, would soon have
reason to say, "LO, THIS IS OUR GOD; we have
waited for Him, He shall save us: THIS IS THE
LORD; we have waited for Him, we will be glad
and rejoice in His salvation."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 19
AS A GOD OF JUDGMENT
"Yea, in the way of Thy judgments, O Lord,
have we waited for Thee (...) for when Thy judgments
are on the earth, the inhabitants of the world learn
righteousness." - Isaiah 26:8-9.
"The Lord is a God of judgment: blessed are all
they that wait for Him." - Isaiah 30:18.
God is a God of mercy and a God of judgment.
Mercy and judgment are ever together in
His dealings. In the flood, in the deliverance of
Israel out of Egypt, in the overthrow of the Canaanites,
we ever see mercy in the midst of judgment.
Within the inner circle of His own people,
we see it, too: the judgment punishes the
sin, while mercy saves the sinner. Or, rather,
mercy saves the sinner, not in spite of, but by
means of, the very judgment that came upon his
sin. In waiting on God, we must beware of forgetting
this: as we wait we must expect Him as a
God of judgment.
"In the way of thy judgments, have we
waited for Thee." That will prove true in our
inner experience. If we are honest in our longing
for holiness, in our prayer to be wholly the
Lord's, His holy presence will stir up and discover
hidden sin, and bring us very low in the
bitter conviction of the evil of our nature, its
opposition to God's law, its impotence to fulfil
that law. The words will come true, "Who may
abide the day of his coming, for HE is like a refiner's
fire." (Malachi 3:2) "Oh that THOU wouldest come
down, as when the melting fire burneth!" (Isaiah 64:1) In
great mercy God executes, within the soul, His
judgments upon sin, as He makes it feel its
wickedness and guilt. Many a one tries to flee
from these judgments: the soul that longs for
God, and for deliverance from sin, bows under
them in humility and in hope. In silence of soul
it says, "Arise, O Lord! and let Thine enemies be
scattered. (Numbers 10:35) In the way of Thy judgments we
have waited for Thee."
Let no one who seeks to learn the blessed art
of waiting on God, wonder if at first the attempt
to wait on Him only discovers more of
his sin and darkness. Let no one despair because
unconquered sins, or evil thoughts, or great
darkness appear to hide God's face. Was not, in
His own beloved Son, the gift and bearer of His
mercy on Calvary, the mercy as if hidden and
lost in the judgment? Oh, submit, and sink
down deep under the judgment of thine every
sin: judgment prepares the way, and breaks out
in wonderful mercy. It is written, "Sion shall be
redeemed with judgment." (Isaiah 1:27) Wait on God, in
the faith that His tender mercy is working out
in thee His redemption in the midst of judgment:
wait for Him, He will be gracious to thee.
There is another application still, one of unspeakable
solemnity. We are expecting God, in
the way of His judgments, to visit this earth: we
are waiting for Him. What a thought! We
know of these coming judgments; we know that
there are tens of thousands of our professing
Christians who live on in carelessness, and who,
if no change comes, must perish under God's
hand. Oh, shall we not do our utmost to warn
them, to plead with and for them, if God may
have mercy on them. If we feel our want of
boldness, want of zeal, want of power, shall we
not begin to wait on God more definitely and
persistently as a God of judgment, asking Him
so to reveal Himself in the judgments that are
coming on our very friends, that we may be inspired
with a new fear of Him and them, and
constrained to speak and pray as never yet. Verily,
waiting on God is not meant to be a spiritual
self-indulgence. Its object is to let God and
His holiness, Christ and the love that died on
Calvary, the Spirit and fire that burns in heaven
and came to earth, get possession of us, to warn
and rouse men with the message that we are
waiting for God in the way of His judgments.
Oh, Christian! prove that you really believe in
the God of judgment.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 20
WHO WAITS ON US
"And therefore WILL THE LORD WAIT, that He
may be gracious unto you; and therefore will He be
exalted, that He may have mercy upon you: for the
Lord is a God of judgment: blessed are all THEY
THAT WAIT FOR HIM." - Isaiah 30:18.
We must not only think of our waiting
upon God, but also of what is more wonderful
still, of God's waiting upon us. The vision of
Him waiting on us, will give new impulse and
inspiration to our waiting upon Him. It will
give us an unspeakable confidence that our waiting
cannot be in vain. If He waits for us, then
we may be sure that we are more than welcome;
that He rejoices to find those He has been seeking
for. Let us seek even now, at this moment,
in the spirit of lowly waiting on God, to find
out something of what it means: "Therefore will
the Lord wait, that he may be gracious unto you." We shall accept and echo back the message:
"Blessed are all they that wait for Him."
Look up and see the great God upon His
throne. He is Love- an unceasing and inexpressible
desire to communicate His own goodness
and blessedness to all His creatures. He
longs and delights to bless. He has inconceivably
glorious purposes concerning every one of
His children, by the power of His Holy Spirit,
to reveal in them His love and power. He waits
with all the longings of a father's heart. He
waits that He may be gracious unto you. And
each time you come to wait upon Him, or seek
to maintain in daily life the holy habit of waiting,
you may look up and see Him ready to
meet you, waiting that He may be gracious unto
you. Yes, connect every exercise, every breath of
the life of waiting, with faith's vision of- your
God waiting for you.
And if you ask, How is it, if He waits to be
gracious, that even after I come and wait upon
Him, He does not give the help I seek, but waits
on longer and longer? there is a double answer.
The one is this: God is a wise husbandman, who
"waiteth for the precious fruit of the earth, and
hath long patience for it." (James 5:7) He cannot gather
the fruit till it is ripe. He knows when we are
spiritually ready to receive the blessing to our
profit and His glory. Waiting in the sunshine of
His love is what will ripen the soul for His blessing.
Waiting under the cloud of trial, that breaks in
showers of blessing, is as needful. Be assured
that if God waits longer than you could wish, it
is only to make the blessing doubly precious.
God waited four thousand years, till the fulness
of time, ere He sent His Son: our times are in
His hands: (Psalm 31:15) He will avenge His elect speedily: (Luke 18:8)
He will make haste for our help, and not delay
one hour too long.
The other answer points to what has been
said before. The giver is more than the gift;
God is more than the blessing; and our being
kept waiting on Him is the only way for our
learning to find our life and joy in Himself. Oh,
if God's children only knew what a glorious
God they have, and what a privilege it is to be
linked in fellowship with Himself, then they
would rejoice in Him, even when He keeps
them waiting. They would learn to understand
better than ever; "Therefore will the Lord wait,
that He may be gracious unto you." His waiting
will be the highest proof of His graciousness.
"Blessed are all they that wait for Him."
Our Queen has her ladies-in-waiting. The position
is one of subordination and service, and yet
it is considered one of the highest dignity and
privilege, because a wise and gracious sovereign
makes them companions and friends. What a
dignity and blessedness to be attendants-in-waiting
on the Everlasting God, ever on the watch
for every indication of His will or favour, ever
conscious of His nearness, His goodness, and
His grace! "The Lord is good unto them that
wait for Him." (Lamentations 3:25) "Blessed are all they that wait
for Him." Yes, it is blessed when a waiting soul
and a waiting God meet each other. God cannot
do His work without His and our waiting
His time: let waiting be our work, as it is His.
And if His waiting be nothing but goodness and
graciousness, let ours be nothing but a rejoicing
in that goodness, and a confident expectancy of
that grace. And, let every thought of waiting
become to us simply the expression of unmingled
and unutterable blessedness, because it
brings us to a God who waits that He may make
Himself known to us perfectly as the Gracious
One.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 21
THE ALMIGHTY ONE
"They that wait upon the Lord shall renew their
strength; they shall mount up with eagle wings; they
shall run and not be weary; they shall walk and not
faint." - Isaiah 40:31.
Waiting always partakes of the character of
our thoughts of the one on whom we wait. Our
waiting on God will depend greatly on our faith
of what He is. In our text we have the close of a
passage in which God reveals Himself as the
Everlasting and Almighty One. It is as that
revelation enters our soul that the waiting will
become the spontaneous expression of what we
know Him to be- a God altogether most worthy
to be waited upon.
Listen to the words, "Why sayest thou, O
Jacob, my way is hid from the Lord?" (See Isaiah 40:27-30) Why
speakest thou as if God doth not hear or help?
"Hast thou not known, hast thou not heard,
that the Everlasting One, the Lord, the Creator
of the ends of the earth, fainteth not, neither is
weary?" So far from it, "He giveth power to the
faint, and to them that have no might He increaseth
strength. Even the youths"- "the glory
of young men is their strength" (Proverbs 20:29) - "even the
youths shall faint, and the young men shall utterly
fall:" all that is accounted strong with man
shall come to nought. "But they that wait on
the Lord," on the Everlasting One, who fainteth
not, neither is weary, they "shall renew their
strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles;
they shall run and,"- listen now, they shall
be strong with the strength of God, and, even as
He, "shall not be weary; they shall walk and,"
even as He, "not faint."
Yes, "they shall mount up with wings as eagles."
You know what eagles' wings mean. The
eagle is the king of birds; it soars the highest
into the heavens. Believers are to live a heavenly
life, in the very Presence and Love and Joy of
God. They are to live where God lives; they
need God's strength to rise there. To them that
wait on Him it shall be given.
You know how the eagles' wings are obtained.
Only in one way- by the eagle birth.
You are born of God. You have the eagles'
wings. You may not have known it: you may
not have used them; but God can and will teach
you to use them.
You know how the eagles are taught the use
of their wings. See yonder cliff rising a thousand
feet out of the sea. See high up a ledge on
the rock, where there is an eagle's nest with its
treasure of two young eaglets. See the mother
bird come and stir up her nest, and with her
beak push the timid birds over the precipice.
See how they flutter and fall and sink toward
the depth. See now (Deut. 32:11) "how she
fluttereth over her young, spreadeth abroad her
wings, taketh them, beareth them on her
wings," and so, as they ride upon her wings,
brings them to a place of safety. And so she
does once and again, each time casting them out
over the precipice, and then again taking and
carrying them. "So the Lord alone did lead
him." Yes, the instinct of that eagle mother was
God's gift, a single ray of that love in which the
Almighty trains His people to mount as on eagles'
wings.
He stirs up your nest. He disappoints your
hopes. He brings down your confidence. He
makes you fear and tremble, as all your strength
fails, and you feel utterly weary and helpless.
And all the while He is spreading His strong
wings for you to rest your weakness on, and
offering His everlasting Creator-strength to
work in you. And all He asks is that you should
sink down in your weariness and wait on Him;
and allow Him in His Jehovah-strength to carry
you as you ride upon the wings of His Omnipotence.
Dear child of God! I pray you, lift up your
eyes, and behold your God! Listen to Him who
saith that He fainteth not, neither is weary, who
promiseth that you too shall not faint or be
weary, who asketh nought but this one thing,
that you should wait on Him. Oh! will you not
do what God asks, just be quiet and let Him
work? And let your answer be, With such a
God, so mighty, so faithful, so tender,
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 22
ITS CERTAINTY OF BLESSING
"Thou shalt know that I am the Lord; for they
shall not be ashamed that wait for Me."- Isaiah 49:23.
"Blessed are all they that wait for Him."- Isaiah 30:18.
What promises! How God seeks to draw us
to waiting on Him by the most positive assurance
that it never can be in vain: "They shall not be ashamed that wait for Me." How strange
that, though we should so often have experienced
it, we are yet so slow of learning that this
blessed waiting must and can be as the very
breath of our life, a continuous resting in God's
presence and His love, an unceasing yielding of
ourselves for Him to perfect His work in us.
Let us once again listen and meditate, until our
heart says with new conviction: "Blessed are they
that wait for Him!" Our sixth day's lesson we
found in the prayer of Psalm 25: "Let none that
wait on Thee be ashamed." The very prayer
shows how we fear lest it might be. Let us listen
to God's answer, until every fear is banished,
and we send back to heaven the words God
speaks, Yea, Lord, we believe what Thou sayest:
"All they that wait for Me shall not be ashamed."
"Blessed are all they that wait for Him."
The context of each of these two passages
points us to times when God's Church was in
great straits, and to human eye there was no
possibility of deliverance. But God interposes
with His word of promise, and pledges His Almighty
Power for the deliverance of His people.
And it is as the God who has Himself undertaken
the work of their redemption, that He invites
them to wait on Him, and assures them
that disappointment is impossible. We, too, are
living in days in which there is much in the state
of the Church, with its profession and its
formalism, that is indescribably sad. Amid all
we praise God for, there is, alas, much to mourn
over! Were it not for God's promises we might
well despair. But in His promises the Living
God has given and bound Himself to us. He
calls us to wait on Him. He assureth us we shall
not be put to shame. Oh that our hearts might
learn to wait before Him, until He Himself reveals
to us what His promises mean, and in the
promises reveals Himself in His hidden glory!
We shall be irresistibly drawn to wait on Him
alone. God increase the company of those who
say, "Our soul waiteth for the Lord: He is our
Help and our Shield." (Psalm 33:20)
This waiting upon God on behalf of His
Church and people will depend greatly upon the
place that waiting on Him has taken in our personal
life. The mind may often have beautiful
visions of what God has promised to do, and
the lips may speak of them in stirring words, but
these are not really the measure of our faith or
power. No; it is what we really know of God in
our personal experience, conquering the enemies
within, reigning and ruling, revealing Himself
in His Holiness and Power in our inmost being,-
it is this will be the real measure of the
spiritual blessing we expect from Him, and
bring to our fellowmen. It is as we know how
blessed the waiting on God has become to our
own souls, that we shall confidently hope in the
blessing to come on the Church around us, and
the key-word of all our expectations will be; He
hath said: "All they that wait on Me shall not be
ashamed." From what He hath done in us, we
shall trust Him to do mighty things around us.
"Blessed are all they that wait for Him." Yes,
blessed even now in the waiting. The promised
blessings, for ourselves, or for others, may tarry;
the unutterable blessedness of knowing and having
Him who has promised, the Divine Blesser,
the living Fountain of the coming blessings, is
even now ours. Do let this truth get full possession
of your souls, that waiting on God is itself
the highest privilege of the creature, the highest
blessedness of His redeemed child.
Even as the sunshine enters with its light
and warmth, with its beauty and blessing, into
every little blade of grass that rises upward out
of the cold earth, so the Everlasting God meets,
in the greatness and the tenderness of His love,
each waiting child, to shine in his heart, "the
light of the knowledge of the glory of God in
the face of Jesus Christ." (II Corinthians 4:6) Read these words
again, until your heart learns to know what God
waits to do to you. Who can measure the difference
between the great sun and that little blade
of grass? and yet the grass has all of the sun it
can need or hold. Do believe that in waiting on
God, His greatness and your littleness suit and
meet each other most wonderfully. Just bow in
emptiness and poverty and utter impotence, in
humility and meekness and surrender to His
will, before His great glory, and be still. As you
wait on Him, God draws nigh. He will reveal
Himself as the God who will fulfil mightily His
every promise. And let your heart ever again
take up the song: "Blessed are all they that wait
for Him."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 23
FOR UNLOOKED-FOR THINGS
"For since the beginning of the world men have
not heard, nor perceived by the ear, neither hath the
eye seen, O God, beside Thee, what He hath prepared
for him that waiteth for Him," - Isaiah 64:4.
The R.V.47 has: "Neither hath the eye seen a
God beside Thee, which worketh for him that
waiteth for Him." In the A.V. the thought is,
that no eye hath seen the thing which God hath
prepared. In the R.V. no eye hath seen a God,
beside our God, who worketh for him that
waiteth for Him. To both the two thoughts are
common: that our place is to wait upon God,
and that there will be revealed to us what the
human heart cannot conceive. The difference
is: in the R.V. it is the God who works, in the
A.V. the thing He is to work. In I Cor. 2:9 the
citation is in regard to the things which the
Holy Spirit is to reveal, as in the A.V., and in
this meditation we keep to that.
The previous verses, specially from chap.63:15, refer to the low state of God's people.
The prayer has been poured out, "Look down
from heaven" (v. 15). "Why hast Thou hardened
our heart from Thy fear? Return for Thy
servants' sake" (v. 17). And 64:1, still more urgent,
"Oh that Thou wouldest rend the heavens,
that Thou wouldest come down, (...) as when the
melting fire burneth, to make Thy name known
to Thine adversaries!" Then follows the plea
from the past, "When Thou didst terrible things
we looked not for, Thou camest down, the
mountains flowed down at Thy presence."
"For"- this is now the faith that has been awakened
by the thought of things we looked not for,
He is still the same God- "eye hath not seen
beside Thee, O God, what He hath prepared for
him that waiteth for Him." God alone knows
what He can do for His waiting people. As Paul
47 cf. American Standard Version
expounds and applies it: "The things of God
knoweth no man, save the Spirit of God." "But
God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit." (I Corinthians 2:10-11)
The need of God's people, and the call for
God's interposition, is as urgent in our days as it
was in the time of Isaiah. There is now, as there
was then, as there has been at all times, a remnant
that seek after God with their whole heart.
But, if we look at Christendom as a whole, at
the state of the Church of Christ, there is infinite
cause for beseeching God to rend the heavens
and come down. Nothing but a special
interposition of Almighty Power will avail. I
fear we have no right conception of what the socalled
Christian world is in the sight of God.
Unless God comes down "as the melting fire
burneth, to make known His name to His
adversaries," our labors are comparatively fruitless.
Look at the ministry- how much it is in
the wisdom of man and of literary culture- how
little in demonstration of the Spirit and of
power. Think of the unity of the body- how
little there is of the manifestation of the power
of a heavenly love binding God's children into
one. Think of holiness- the holiness of Christlike
humility and crucifixion to the world- how
little the world sees that they have men among
them who live in Christ in heaven, in whom
Christ and heaven live.
What is to be done? There is but one thing.
We must wait upon God. And what for? We
must cry, with a cry that never rests, "Oh that
Thou wouldest rend the heavens and come
down, that the mountains might flow down at
Thy presence." We must desire and believe, we
must ask and expect, that God will do
unlooked-for things. We must set our faith on a
God of whom men do not know what He hath
prepared for them that wait for Him. The wonder-
doing God, who can surpass all our expectations,
must be the God of our confidence.
Yes, let God's people enlarge their hearts to
wait on a God able to do exceeding abundantly
above what we can ask or think. (Ephesians 3:20) Let us band
ourselves together as His elect who cry day and
night to Him for things men have not seen. He
is able to arise and to make His people a name,
and a praise in the earth. "He will wait, that He
may be gracious unto you; blessed are all they
that wait for Him."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 24
TO KNOW HIS GOODNESS
"The Lord is good unto them that wait for
Him." - Lam. 3:25.
"There is none good but God." (Matthew 19:17)
"His goodness is in the heavens." (Psalm 36:5)
"Oh how great is Thy goodness, which Thou hast laid up for them that fear Thee!" (Psalm 31:19)
"Oh, taste and see that the Lord is good!" (Psalm 34:8)
And here is now the true
way of entering into and rejoicing in this goodness
of God- waiting upon Him. The Lord is
good- even His children often do not know it,
for they wait not in quietness for Him to reveal
it. But to those who persevere in waiting, whose
souls do wait, it will come true. One might
think that it is just those who have to wait who
might doubt it. But this is only when they do
not wait, but grow impatient. The truly waiting
ones will all have to say, "The Lord is good to
them that wait for Him." Wouldst thou fully
know the goodness of God, give thyself more
than ever to a life of waiting on Him.
At our first entrance into the school of waiting
upon God, the heart is chiefly set upon the
blessings which we wait for. God graciously
uses our need and desire for help to educate us
for something higher than we were thinking of.
We were seeking gifts; He, the Giver, longs to
give Himself and to satisfy the soul with His
goodness. It is just for this reason that He often
withholds the gifts, and that the time of waiting
is made so long. He is all the time seeking to
win the heart of His child for Himself. He
wishes that we should not only say when He bestows
the gift, How good is God! but that long
ere it comes, and even if it never comes, we
should all the time be experiencing: "It is good
that a man should quietly wait": "The Lord is
good to them that wait for Him."
What a blessed life the life of waiting then
becomes, the continual worship of faith, adoring,
and trusting His goodness. As the soul learns its
secret, every act or exercise of waiting just becomes
a quiet entering into the goodness of God,
to let it do its blessed work and satisfy our every
need. And every experience of God's goodness
gives the work of waiting new attractiveness,
and instead of only taking refuge in time of
need, there comes a great longing to wait
continually and all the day. And however duties
and engagements occupy the time and the mind,
the soul gets more familiar with the secret art of
always waiting. Waiting becomes the habit and
disposition, the very second nature and breath
of the soul.
Dear Christian! do you not begin to see that
waiting is not one among a number of Christian
virtues, to be thought of from time to time, but
that it expresses that disposition which lies at
the very root of the Christian life? It gives a
higher value and a new power to our prayer and
worship, to our faith and surrender, because it
links us, in unalterable dependence, to God
Himself. And, it gives us the unbroken enjoyment
of the goodness of God: "The Lord is
good to them that wait for Him."
Let me press upon you once again to take
time and trouble to cultivate this so much
needed element of the Christian life. We get
too much of religion at second hand from the
teaching of men. That teaching has great value
if, even as the preaching of John the Baptist sent
his disciples away from himself to the Living
Christ, it leads us to God Himself. What our
religion needs is- more of God. Many of us are
too much occupied with our work. As with
Martha, the very service we want to render the
Master separates from Him; it is neither pleasing
to Him nor profitable to ourselves. The
more work, the more need of waiting upon
God; the doing of God's will would then, instead
of exhausting, be our meat and drink,
nourishment and refreshment and strength.
"The Lord is good to them that wait for Him."
How good none can tell but those who prove it
in waiting on Him. How good none can fully
tell but those who have proved Him to the utmost.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 25
QUIETLY
"It is good that a man should both hope and
quietly wait for the salvation of the Lord."- Lam. 3:26.
"Take heed, and be quiet: fear not, neither be fainthearted." (Isaiah 7:4)
"In quietness and in confidence
shall be your strength." (Isaiah 30:15)
Such words reveal
to us the close connection between quietness
and faith, and show us what a deep need
there is of quietness, as an element of true waiting
upon God. If we are to have our whole
heart turned toward God, we must have it
turned away from the creature, from all that
occupies and interests, whether of joy or sorrow.
God is a being of such infinite greatness and
glory, and our nature has become so estranged
from Him, that it needs our whole heart and desires
set upon Him, even in some little measure
to know and receive Him. Everything that is
not God, that excites our fears, or stirs our efforts,
or awakens our hopes, or makes us glad,
hinders us in our perfect waiting on Him. The
message is one of deep meaning: "Take heed,
and be quiet;" (Isaiah 7:4) "In quietness shall be your
strength;" "It is good that a man should quietly
wait."
How the very thought of God in His majesty
and holiness should silence us, Scripture
abundantly testifies.
"The Lord is in His holy temple; let all the
earth keep silence before Him" (Hab. 2:20).
"Hold thy peace at the presence of the Lord
God" (Zeph. 1:7).
"Be silent, O all flesh, before the Lord; for
He is raised up out of His holy habitation"
(Zech. 2:13).
As long as the waiting on God is chiefly regarded
as an end toward more effectual prayer,
and the obtaining of our petitions, this spirit of
perfect quietness will not be obtained. But,
when it is seen that the waiting on God is itself
an unspeakable blessedness, one of the highest
forms of fellowship with the Holy One, the
adoration of Him in His glory will of necessity
humble the soul into a holy stillness, making
way for God to speak and reveal Himself. Then
it comes to the fulfilment of the precious promise,
that all of self and self-effort shall be humbled:
"The haughtiness of man shall be brought
down, and the Lord alone shall be exalted in
that day." (Isaiah 2:11)
Let everyone who would learn the art of
waiting on God remember the lesson: "Take
heed, and be quiet;" "It is good that a man quietly
wait." Take time to be separate from all
friends and all duties, all cares and all joys; time
to be still and quiet before God. Take time not
only to secure stillness from man and the world,
but from self and its energy. Let the Word and
prayer be very precious; but remember, even
these may hinder the quiet waiting. The activity
of the mind in studying the Word, or giving expression
to its thoughts in prayer, the activities
of the heart, with its desires and hopes and fears,
may so engage us that we do not come to the
still waiting on the All-Glorious One; our whole
being is not prostrate in silence before Him.
Though at first it may appear difficult to know
how thus quietly to wait, with the activities of
mind and heart for a time subdued, every effort
after it will be rewarded; we shall find that it
grows upon us, and the little season of silent
worship will bring a peace and a rest that give a
blessing not only in prayer, but all the day.
"It is good that a man should quietly wait for
the salvation of the Lord." Yes, it is good. The
quietness is the confession of our impotence,
that with all our willing and running, (Romans 9:16) with all
our thinking and praying, it will not be done:
we must receive it from God. It is the confession
of our trust that our God will in His time
come to our help- the quiet resting in Him
alone. It is the confession of our desire to sink
into our nothingness, and to let Him work and
reveal Himself. Do let us wait quietly. In daily
life let there be in the soul that is waiting for the
great God to do His wondrous work, a quiet
reverence, an abiding watching against too deep
engrossment with the world, and the whole
character will come to bear the beautiful stamp:
Quietly waiting for the salvation of God.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 26
IN HOLY EXPECTANCY
"Therefore will I look to the Lord; I will wait for
the God of my salvation: my God will hear me."- Micah 7:7.
Have you ever read a beautiful a little book,
"Expectation Corner"? If not, get it; you will
find in it one of the best sermons on our text. It
tells of a king who prepared a city for some of
his poor subjects. Not far from them were large
store-houses, where everything they could need
was supplied if they but sent in their requests.
But on one condition- that they should be on
the outlook for the answer, so that when the
king's messengers came with the gifts they had
desired, they should always be found waiting
and ready to receive them. The sad story is told
of one desponding one who never expected to
get what he asked, because he was too unworthy.
One day he was taken to the king's store-houses,
and there, to his amazement, he saw, with his
address on them, all the packages that had been
made up for him, and sent. There was the garment
of praise, and the oil of joy, and the eyesalve,
and so much more; they had been to his
door, but found it closed; he was not on the
outlook. From that time on he learnt the lesson
Micah would teach us to-day; "I will look to the
Lord; I will wait for the God of my salvation;
my God will hear me."
We have more than once said: Waiting for
the answer to prayer is not the whole of waiting,
but only a part. To-day we want to take in the
blessed truth: It is a part, and a very important
one. When we have special petitions, in
connection with which we are waiting on God,
our waiting must be very definitely in the confident
assurance: "My God will hear me." A holy,
joyful expectancy is of the very essence of true
waiting. And this is not only in reference to the
many varied requests every believer has to make,
but most especially to the one great petition
which ought to be the chief thing every heart
seeks for itself- that THE LIFE OF GOD in the
soul may have full sway; that Christ may be
fully formed within; and that we may be filled
to all the fulness of God. This is what God has
promised. This is what God's people too little
seek, very often because they do not believe it
possible. This is what we ought to seek and
dare to expect, because God is able and waiting
to work it in us.
But GOD HIMSELF must work it. And for
this end our working must cease. We must see
how entirely it is to be the faith of the operation
of God who raised Jesus from the dead- just as
much as the resurrection, the perfecting of
God's life in our souls is to be directly His work.
And waiting has to become more than ever a
tarrying before God in stillness of soul, counting
upon Him who raises the dead, and calls the
things that are not as though they were. (Romans 4:17)
Just notice how the threefold use of the
name of God in our text points us to Himself as
the one from whom alone is our expectation. "I
will look to THE LORD; I will wait for THE GOD
OF MY SALVATION; MY GOD will hear me."
Everything that is salvation, everything that is
good and holy, must be the direct mighty work
of God Himself within us. Every moment of a
life in the will of God there must be the immediate
operation of God. And the one thing I have to
do is this: to look to the Lord; to wait for the
God of my salvation; to hold fast the confident
assurance, "My God will hear me."
God says: "Be still, and know that I am
God." (Psalm 46:10) There is no stillness like that of the
grave. In the grave of Jesus, in the fellowship of
His death, in death to self with its own will and
wisdom, its own strength and energy, there is
rest. As we cease from self, and our soul becomes
still to God, God will arise and show
Himself. "Be still, and know," then you shall
know "that I am God." There is no stillness like
the stillness Jesus gives when He speaks, "Peace,
be still." (Mark 4:39) In Christ, in His death, and in His
life, in His perfected redemption, the soul may
be still, and God will come in, and take possession,
and do His perfect work.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 27
FOR REDEMPTION
"Simeon was just and devout, waiting for the
consolation of Israel, and the Holy Ghost was upon
him. Anna, a prophetess, (...) spake of Him to all
them that looked for redemption in Jerusalem."- Luke 2:25,36,38.
Here we have the mark of a waiting believer.
Just, righteous in all his conduct; devout, devoted
to God, ever walking as in His presence;
waiting for the consolation of Israel, looking for
the fulfilment of God's promises: and the Holy
Ghost was on him. In the devout waiting he had
been prepared for the blessing. And Simeon was
not the only one. Anna spake to all that looked
for redemption in Jerusalem. This was the one
mark, amid surrounding formalism and worldliness,
of a godly band of men and women in
Jerusalem. They were waiting on God; looking
for His promised redemption.
And now that the Consolation of Israel has
come, and the redemption has been accomplished,
do we still need to wait? We do indeed.
But will not our waiting, who look back to it as
come, differ greatly from those who looked forward
to it as coming? It will, specially in two aspects.
We now wait on God in the full power
of the redemption: and we wait for its full
revelation.
Our waiting is now in the full power of the
redemption. Christ spake, "In that day ye shall
know that you are in Me. Abide in Me." The
Epistles teach us to present ourselves to God "as
indeed dead to sin, and alive to God in Christ
Jesus," (Romans 6:11) "blessed with all spiritual blessings in
heavenly places in Christ Jesus." (Ephesians 1:3) Our waiting
on God may now be in the wonderful consciousness,
wrought and maintained by the
Holy Spirit within us, that we are accepted in
the Beloved, (Ephesians 1:6) that the love that rests on Him
rests on us, that we are living in that love, in the
very nearness and presence and sight of God.
The old saints took their stand on the word of
God, and waited, hoping on that word; we rest
on the word too- but, oh! under what exceeding
greater privileges, as one with Christ Jesus.
In our waiting on God, let this be our confidence:
in Christ we have access to the Father;
how sure, therefore, may we be that our waiting
cannot be vain.
Our waiting differs too in this, that while
they waited for a redemption to come, we see it
accomplished, and now wait for its revelation in
us. Christ not only said, Abide in Me, but also I
in you. (John 15:4) The Epistles not only speak of us in
Christ, but of Christ in us, as the highest mystery
of redeeming love. As we maintain our
place in Christ day by day, God waits to reveal
Christ in us, in such a way that He is formed in
us, that His mind and disposition and likeness
acquire form and substance in us, so that by
each it can in truth be said, "Christ liveth in
me." (Galatians 2:20)
My life in Christ up there in heaven and
Christ's life in me down here on earth- these
two are the complement of each other. And the
more my waiting on God is marked by the living
faith I in Christ, the more the heart thirsts
for and claims the Christ in me. And the waiting
on God, which began with special needs and
prayer, will increasingly be concentrated, as far
as our personal life is concerned, on this one
thing, Lord, reveal Thy redemption fully in me;
let Christ live in me.
Our waiting differs from that of the old
saints in the place we take, and the expectations
we entertain. But at root it is the same: waiting
on God, from whom alone is our expectation.
Learn from Simeon and Anna one lesson.
How utterly impossible it was for them to do
anything toward the great redemption- toward
the birth of Christ or His death. It was God's
work. They could do nothing but wait. Are we as
absolutely helpless as regards the revelation of
Christ in us? We are indeed. God did not work
out the great redemption in Christ as a whole,
and leave its application in detail to us.
The secret thought that it is so lies at the
root of all our feebleness. The revelation of
Christ in every individual believer, and in each
one the daily revelation, step by step and moment
by moment, is as much the work of God's
omnipotence as the birth or resurrection of
Christ. Until this truth enters and fills us, and
we feel that we are just as dependent upon God
for each moment of our life in the enjoyment of
redemption as they were in their waiting for it,
our waiting upon God will not bring its full
blessing. The sense of utter and absolute
helplessness, the confidence that God can and
will do all,- these must be the marks of our
waiting as of theirs. As gloriously as God
proved Himself to them the faithful and wonder-
working God, He will to us, too.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 28
FOR THE COMING OF HIS SON
"Be ye yourselves like unto men that wait for
their Lord." - Luke 12:36.
"Until the appearing of our Lord Jesus Christ,
which, in His own time, He shall shew, who is the
blessed and only Potentate, the King of kings, and
Lord of lords." - I Tim. 6:14-15 (R.V.).
"Turned to God from idols to serve the living
and true God, and to wait for His Son from heaven."- I Thess. 1:9-10.
Waiting on God in heaven, and waiting for
His Son from heaven, these two God hath
joined together, and no man may put them
asunder. The waiting on God for His presence
and power in daily life will be the only true
preparation for waiting for Christ in humility
and true holiness. The waiting for Christ coming
from heaven to take us to heaven will give
the waiting on God its true tone of hopefulness
and joy. The Father who in His own time will
reveal His Son from heaven, is the God who, as
we wait on Him, prepares us for the revelation
of His Son. The present life and the coming
glory are inseparably connected in God and in
us.
There is sometimes a danger of separating
them. It is always easier to be engaged with the
religion of the past or the future than to be
faithful in the religion of to-day. As we look to
what God has done in the past, or will do in
time to come, the personal claim of present duty
and present submission to His working may be
escaped. Waiting on God must ever lead to
waiting for Christ as the glorious consummation
of His work; and waiting for Christ must ever
remind us of the duty of waiting upon God, as
our only proof that the waiting for Christ is in
spirit and in truth. (John 4:24) There is such a danger of
our being so occupied with the things that are
coming more than with Him who is to come;
there is such scope in the study of coming events
for imagination and reason and human ingenuity,
that nothing but deeply humble waiting on
God can save us from mistaking the interest and
pleasure of intellectual study for the true love of
Him and His appearing. All ye that say ye wait
for Christ's coming, be sure that ye wait on God
now. All ye who seek to wait on God now to reveal
His Son in you, see to it that ye do so as
men waiting for the revelation of His Son from
heaven. The hope of that glorious appearing
will strengthen you in waiting upon God for
what He is to do in you now: the same omnipotent
love that is to reveal that glory is working in
you even now to fit you for it.
"The blessed hope and appearing of the
glory of our great God and Saviour Jesus
Christ," (Titus 2:13 ASV) is one of the great bonds of union
given to God's Church throughout the ages.
"He shall come to be glorified in His saints, and
to be marveled at in all them that believe." (II Thessalonians 1:10 ASV)
Then we shall all meet, and the unity of the
body of Christ be seen in its divine glory. It will
be the meeting-place and the triumph of divine
love. Jesus receiving His own and presenting
them to the Father. His own meeting Him and
worshiping in speechless love that blessed face.
His own meeting each other in the ecstasy of
God's own love. Let us wait, long for, and love
the appearing of our Lord and Heavenly Bridegroom.
Tender love to Him and tender love to
each other is the true and only bridal spirit.
I fear greatly that this is sometimes forgotten.
A beloved brother in Holland was speaking
about the expectancy of faith being the true sign
of the bride. I ventured to express a doubt. An
unworthy bride, about to be married to a prince,
might only be thinking of the position and the
riches that she was to receive. The expectancy
of faith might be strong, and true love utterly
wanting. It is love in the bridal spirit. It is not
when we are most occupied with prophetic subjects,
but when in humility and love we are
clinging close to our Lord and His brethren,
that we are in the bride's place. Jesus refuses to
accept our love except as it is love to His disciples.
Waiting for His coming means waiting for
the glorious coming manifestation of the unity
of the body, while we seek here to maintain that
unity in humility and love. Those who love
most are the most ready for His coming. Love
to each other is the life and beauty of His bride,
the Church.
And how is this to be brought about? Beloved
child of God! if you would learn aright to
wait for His Son from heaven, live even now
waiting on God in heaven. Remember how Jesus
lived ever waiting on God. He could do
nothing of Himself. It was God who perfected
His Son through suffering (Hebrews 2:10) and then exalted
Him. It is God alone who can give thee the
deep spiritual life of one who is really waiting
for His Son: wait on God for it. Waiting for
Christ Himself is, oh, so different from waiting
for things that may come to pass! The latter any
Christian can do; the former, God must work in
thee every day by His Holy Spirit. Therefore all
ye who wait on God, look to Him for grace to
wait for His Son from heaven in the Spirit
which is from heaven. And ye who would wait
for His Son, wait on God continually to reveal
Christ in you.
The revelation of Christ in us, as it is given
to them who wait upon God, is the true pre-
paration for the full revelation of Christ in glory.
It is Christ in us who is the hope of glory. (Colossians 1:27)
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 29
FOR THE PROMISE OF THE FATHER
"He charged them not to depart from Jerusalem,
but to wait for the promise of the Father."- Acts 1:4.
In speaking of the saints in Jerusalem at
Christ's birth, with Simeon and Anna, we saw
how, though the redemption they waited for is
come, the call to waiting is no less urgent now
than it was then. We wait for the full revelation
in us of what came to them, but what they
scarce could comprehend. Even so it is with
waiting for the promise of the Father. In one
sense, the fulfilment can never come again as it
came at Pentecost. In another sense, and that in
as deep reality as with the first disciples, we daily
need to wait for the Father to fulfil His promise
in us.
The Holy Spirit is not a person distinct
from the Father in the way two persons on earth
are distinct. The Father and the Spirit are never
without or separate from each other: the Father
is always in the Spirit; the Spirit works nothing
but as the Father works in Him. Each moment
the same Spirit that is in us, is in God too, and
he who is most full of the Spirit will be the first
to wait on God most earnestly, further to fulfil
His promise, and still strengthen him mightily
by His Spirit in the inner man. (Ephesians 3:16) The Spirit in
us is not a power at our disposal. Nor is the
Spirit an independent power, acting apart from
the Father and the Son. The Spirit is the real
living presence and the power of the Father working
in us, and therefore it is just he who knows
that the Spirit is in him, who will wait on the
Father for the full revelation and experience of
what the Spirit's indwelling is, for His increase
and abounding more and more.
See this in the apostles. They were filled
with the Spirit at Pentecost. When they, not
long after, on returning from the Council,
where they had been forbidden to preach,
prayed afresh for boldness to speak in His
name- a fresh coming down of the Holy Spirit
was the Father's fresh fulfilment of His promise.
At Samaria, by the word and the Spirit,
many had been converted, and the whole city
filled with joy. At the apostles' prayer the Father
once again fulfilled the promise. (Acts 8:14-17) Even so
to the waiting company- "We are all here before
God" (Acts 10:33) - in Cornelius' house. And so, too,
in Acts 13. It was when men, filled with the
Spirit, prayed and fasted, that the promise of the
Father was afresh fulfilled, and the leading of
the Spirit was given from heaven: "Separate Me
Barnabas and Saul."
So also we find Paul in Ephesians, praying
for those who have been sealed with the Spirit,
that God would grant them the spirit of illumination.
And later on, that He would grant
them, according to the riches of His glory, to be
strengthened with might by the Spirit in the inner
man.
The Spirit given at Pentecost was not a
something that God parted with in heaven, and
sent away out of heaven to earth. God does not,
cannot, give away anything in that way. When
He gives grace, or strength, or life, He gives it
by giving Himself to work it- it is all inseparable
from Himself. (See Note on William Law's Address to the Clergy) Much more so the Holy
Spirit. He is God, present and working in us:
the true position in which we can count upon
that working with an unceasing power is as we,
praising for what we have, still unceasingly wait
for the Father's promise to be still more mightily
fulfilled.
What new meaning and promise does this
give to our life of waiting! It teaches us ever to
keep the place where the disciples tarried at the
footstool of the Throne. It reminds us that, as
helpless as they were to meet their enemies, or
to preach to Christ's enemies, till they were endued
with power, we, too, can only be strong in
direct communication with God and Christ,
and they maintain the life of the Spirit in us. It
assures us that the Omnipotent God will,
through the glorified Christ, work in us a power
that can bring to pass things unexpected, things
impossible. Oh! what will not the Church be
able to do when her individual members learn
to live their lives waiting on God, and when together,
with all of self and the world sacrificed
in the fire of love, they unite in waiting with
one accord for the promise of the Father, once
so gloriously fulfilled, but still unexhausted.
Come and let each of us be still in the presence
of the inconceivable grandeur of this prospect:
the Father waiting to fill the Church with
the Holy Ghost. And willing to fill me, let each
one say.
With this faith let there come over the soul
a hush and a holy fear, as it waits in stillness to
take it all in. And let life increasingly become a
deep joy in the hope of the ever fuller fulfilment
of the Father's promise.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
DAY 30
CONTINUALLY
"Therefore turn thou to thy God: keep mercy
and judgment, and wait on thy God continually."- Hosea 12:6.
Continuity is one of the essential elements
of life. Interrupt it for a single hour in a man,
and it is lost, he is dead. Continuity, unbroken
and ceaseless, is essential to a healthy Christian
life. God wants me to be, and God waits to
make me, I want to be, and I wait on Him to
make me, every moment, what He expects of
me, and what is well-pleasing in His sight. If
waiting on God be of the essence of true religion,
the maintenance of the spirit of entire dependence
must be continuous. The call of God,
"Wait on Thy God continually," must be accepted
and obeyed. There may be times of special
waiting: the disposition and habit of soul
must be there unchangeably and uninterruptedly.
This waiting continually is indeed a necessity.
To those who are content with a feeble
Christian life, it appears a luxury something beyond
what is essential to being a good Christian.
But all who are praying the prayer, "Lord! make
me as holy as a pardoned sinner can be made!
Keep me as near to Thee as it is possible for me
to be! Fill me as full of Thy love as Thou art
willing to do!" feel at once that it is something
that must be had. They feel that there can be
no unbroken fellowship with God, no full abiding
in Christ, no maintaining of victory over sin
and readiness for service, without waiting
continually on the Lord.
The waiting continually is a possibility.
Many think that with the duties of life it is out
of the question. They cannot be always thinking
of it. Even when they wish to, they forget.
They do not understand that it is a matter of the
heart, and that what the heart is full of, occupies
it, even when the thoughts are otherwise engaged.
A father's heart may be filled continuously
with intense love and longing for a sick
wife or child at a distance, even though pressing
business requires all his thoughts. When the
heart has learned how entirely powerless it is for
one moment to keep itself or bring forth any
good, when it has learnt how surely and truly
God will keep it, when it has, in despair of itself,
accepted God's promise to do for it the impossible,
it learns to rest in God, and in the midst
of occupations and temptations, it can wait continually.
This waiting is a promise. God's commands
are enablings: gospel precepts are all promises, a
revelation of what our God will do for us.
When first you begin waiting on God, it is with
frequent intermission and failure. But do believe
God is watching over you in love and secretly
strengthening you in it. There are times
when waiting appears just losing time, but it is
not so. Waiting, even in darkness, is unconscious
advance, because it is God you have to do
with, and He is working in you. God who calls
you to wait on Him, sees your feeble efforts, and
works it in you. Your spiritual life is in no respect
your own work: as little as you begin it,
can you continue it; it is God's Spirit who has
begun the work in you of waiting upon God;
He will enable you to wait continually.
Waiting continually will be met and rewarded
by God Himself working continually.
We are coming to the end of our meditations.
Would that you and I might learn one lesson:
God must, God will work continually. He ever
does work continually, but the experience of it is
hindered by unbelief. But He who by His Spirit
teaches you to wait continually, will bring you
to experience also how, as the Everlasting One,
His work is never-ceasing. In the love and the
life and the work of God there can be no break,
no interruption.
Do not limit God in this by your thoughts
of what may be expected. Do fix your eyes
upon this one truth: in His very nature, God, as
the only Giver of life, cannot do otherwise than
every moment work in His child. Do not look
only at the one side: "If I wait continually, God
will work continually." No, look at the other
side. Place God first and say, "God works
continually, every moment I may wait on Him
continually." Take time until the vision of your
God working continually, without one moment's
intermission, fill your being. Your waiting
continually will then come of itself. Full of
trust and joy the holy habit of the soul will be,
"On Thee do I wait all the day." (Psalm 25:5) The Holy
Spirit will keep you ever waiting.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
MOMENT BY MOMENT
Music in Christian Endeavour Hymns by I.D. Sankey
Or on leaflet by Morgan & Scott.
"I the Lord do keep it: I will water it every moment."- Isaiah 27:3.
Dying with Jesus, by death reckoned mine,
Living with Jesus a new life divine;
Looking to Jesus till glory doth shine,
Moment by moment, O Lord, I am Thine.
Chorus-
Moment by moment I'm kept in His love,
Moment by moment I've life from above;
Looking to Jesus till glory doth shine;
Moment by moment, O Lord, I am Thine.
Never a battle with wrong for the right,
Never a contest that He doth not fight;
Lifting above us His banner so white,
Moment by moment, I'm kept in His sight.
Chorus.
Never a trial that He is not there,
Never a burden that He doth not bear,
Never a sorrow that He does not share,
Moment by moment I'm under His care.
Chorus.
Never a heart-ache, and never a groan,
Never a tear-drop, and never a moan;
Never a danger but there on the throne
Moment by moment He thinks of His own.
Chorus.
Never a weakness that He doth not feel,
Never a sickness that He cannot heal;
Moment by moment, in woe or in weal,
Jesus, my Saviour, abides with me still.
Chorus.
DAY 31
ONLY
"My soul, wait thou only upon God;
For my expectation is from Him.
He only is my rock and my salvation."- Psalm 62:5-6.
It is possible to be waiting continually on
God, but not only upon Him; there may be
other secret confidences intervening and preventing
the blessing that was expected. And so
the word only must come to throw its light on
the path to the fulness and certainty of blessing.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God. HE only is
my Rock."
Yes, "My soul, wait thou only upon God."
There is but one God, but one source of life and
happiness for the heart; He only is my Rock; my
soul, wait thou only upon Him. Thou desirest to
be good; "There is none good but God," (Matthew 19:17) and
there is no possible goodness but what is received
directly from Him. Thou hast sought to
be holy: "There is none holy but the Lord," (I Samuel 2:2)
and there is no holiness but what He by His
Spirit of holiness every moment breathes in thee.
Thou wouldst fain live and work for God and
His kingdom, for men and their salvation. Hear
how he says, "The Everlasting God, the Creator
of the ends of the earth," He alone "fainteth not,
neither is weary. He giveth power to the faint,
and to them that have no might He increaseth
strength. They that wait upon the Lord shall
renew their strength." (Isaiah 40:28-30, 31) He only is God; He
only is thy Rock: "My soul, wait thou only
upon God."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God." Thou
wilt not find many who can help thee in this.
Enough there will be of thy brethren to draw
thee to put trust in churches and doctrines, in
schemes and plans and human appliances, in
means of grace and divine appointments. But,
"my soul, wait thou only upon God Himself."
His most sacred appointments become a snare
when trusted in. The brazen serpent becomes
Nehushtan, (See Numbers 21:4-9; II Kings 18:4) the ark and the temple a vain
confidence. Let the Living God alone, none
and nothing but He, be thy hope.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God." Eyes
and hands and feet, mind and thought, may
have to be intently engaged in the duties of this
life; "My soul, wait thou only upon God." Thou
art an immortal spirit, created not for this world
but for eternity and for God. O, my soul! realise
thy destiny. Know thy privilege, and "wait
thou only upon God." Let not the interest of
religious thoughts and exercises deceive thee;
they very often take the place of waiting upon
God. My soul, wait thou, thy very self, thy inmost
being, with all its power, "wait thou only
upon God." God is for thee, thou art for God;
wait only upon Him.
Yes, "my soul, wait thou only upon God."
Beware of thy two great enemies- the World
and Self. Beware lest any earthly satisfaction or
enjoyment, however innocent it appears, keep
thee back from saying, "I will go to God, my
exceeding joy." (Psalm 43:4) Remember and study what
Jesus says about denying self: "Let a man deny
himself." (Matthew 16:24) Tersteegen says: "The saints deny
themselves in everything." Pleasing self in little
things may be strengthening it to assert itself in
greater things. "My soul, wait thou only upon
God;" let Him be all thy salvation and all thy
desire. Say continually and with an undivided
heart, "From Him cometh my expectation; He
only is my Rock; I shall not be moved." (Psalm 62:1-2)
Whatever be thy spiritual or temporal need,
whatever the desire or prayer of thy heart, whatever
thy interest in connection with God's work
in the Church or the world- in solitude or in
the rush of the world, in public worship or other
gatherings of the saints, "My soul, wait thou
only upon God." Let thy expectations be from
Him alone. HE ONLY IS THY ROCK.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God."
Never forget the two foundation-truths on
which this blessed waiting rests. If ever thou art
inclined to think this "waiting only" too hard or
too high, they will recall thee at once. They are:
thy absolute helplessness; the absolute sufficiency
of thy God. Oh! enter deep into the entire
sinfulness of all that is of self, and think not
of letting self have aught to say one single moment.
Enter deep into thy utter and unceasing
impotence ever to change what is evil in thee, or
to bring forth anything that is spiritually good.
Enter deep into thy relation of dependence as
creature on God, to receive from Him every
moment what He gives. Enter deeper still into
His covenant of redemption, with His promise
to restore more gloriously than ever what thou
hadst lost, and by His Son and Spirit to give
within thee unceasingly, His actual divine Presence
and Power. And thus wait upon thy God
continually and only.
"My soul, wait thou only upon God." No
words can tell, no heart conceive, the riches of
the glory of this mystery of the Father and of
Christ. Our God, in the infinite tenderness and
omnipotence of His love, waits to be our Life
and Joy. Oh, my soul! let it be no longer
needed that I repeat the words, "Wait upon
God," but let all that is in me rise and sing:
"Truly my soul waiteth upon God. On Thee
do I wait all the day."
"My soul, wait thou only upon God!"
NOTE
My publishers have just issued a work of
William Law on the Holy Spirit.85 In the Introduction
I have said how much I owe to the
book. I cannot but think that anyone who will
take the trouble to read it thoughtfully will find
rich spiritual profit in connection with a life of
Waiting upon God.
What he puts more clearly than I have anywhere
else found are these cardinal truths:-
1. That the very Nature and Being of a God,
as the only Possessor and Dispenser of any life
there is in the universe, imply that He must
every moment communicate to every creature
the power by which it exists, and therefore also
much more the power by which it can do that
which is good.
2. That the very Nature and Being of a creature,
as owing its existence to God alone, and
equally owing to Him each moment the
continuation of that existence, imply that its
happiness can only be found in absolute unceasing
momentary dependence upon God.
3. That the great value and blessing of the
gift of the Spirit at Pentecost, as the fruit of
Christ's Redemption, is that it is now possible
for God to take possession of His redeemed
children and work in them as He did before the
fall in Adam. We need to know the Holy Spirit
as the Presence and Power of God in us restored
to their true place.
4. That in the spiritual life our great need is
the knowledge of two great lessons. The one
our entire sinfulness and helplessness- our utter
impotence by any effort of our own to do anything
towards the maintenance and increase of
our inner spiritual life. The other, the infinite
willingness of God's love, which is nothing but
a desire to communicate Himself and His
blessedness to us, to meet our every need, and
every moment to work in us by His Son and
Spirit what we need.
5. That, therefore, the very essence of true
religion, whether in heaven or upon earth, consists
in an unalterable dependence upon God,
because we can give God no other glory, than
yielding ourselves to the love which created us
to show forth in us its glory, that it may now
perfect its work in us.
I need not point out how deep down these
truths go to the very root of the spiritual life,
and specially the life of Waiting upon God. I
am confident that those who are willing to take
the trouble of studying this thoughtful writer
will thank me for the introduction to his book.